| Subject: Re: "like" |
| From: Emma Allan <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> |
| Date: 5/19/11, 06:21 |
| To: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> |
To be quite frank, he sickens me. I can't even begin to tell you how used I feel, how manipulated, how dirty. I also feel incredibly foolish. The whole episode has tarnished my opinion of human nature. Not entirely, of course, I know there are incredibly dignified people in the world who display great integrity. But it has made me more wary and much less trusting. I feel hurt, rather as if I'd been beaten up. I'm not quite sure of myself anymore. My confidence has dipped. I know this feeling will dissipate with time but right now it feels very raw and I feel needy. I look for kindness in people and when I find it I am almost overwhelmingly relieved and full of gratitude. I hope you will forgive any reaching out to you that occurs. I need love. I simply need to believe that people are good again. I want to be able to trust and to live without this feeling.
I also want to say I am very very proud of you, for the way you handled the whole Anonymous thing and now that the Project PM alliance seems to have been infused with new life and new purpose it makes me happy for you. I want the best for you, Barrett. I truly believe you are one of the few people in my life that I can trust forever and who will shape my thoughts and add to my knowledge and improve my outlook. I value you. I also love you and the fact that you are very attractive certainly helps.
On Thu, May 19, 2011 at 6:28 AM, Barrett Brown
<barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
Okay, that's enough, will just need material for anything I put up about him if he fails to heed my warning not to approach you or I again.
Meanwhile, you need to understand that you are absolutely not responsible for this person. That he's unhappy is his fault; he lives in a First World country and has the means to live a virtuous and happy life whereas there are literally a billion people who have it much worse and would nonetheless never think of doing something like what he did to you. You need to block him out entirely. He's a stalker and has engaged in a very despicable form of fraud related to charitable work that he doesn't actually do. He's a grown man who's mentally ill and has been manipulating you in a way that has damaged your life and Jess'. You have a responsibility to yourself and your daughter and those who truly need help for reasons beyond their control elsewhere in the world, not for any old disturbed man.
Also, send me pictures.--
Regards,
Barrett Brown
512-560-2302
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Emma xx