Currently reading *Flock of Dodos* - love your writing.

Had a random thought after reading your Dallas profile re attention/addiction. Modafinil is class C but without good data on whether it is actually addictive. Might help with focus. My dumbass uninformed idea is that you may have gotten addicted to heroin as an adaptive way to focus better. So it might be easier to kick the habit if you replace it with another, less harmful drug that serves the same instrumental function. I remember cigarettes doing much the same thing for me (enhancing focus), but I'm still not sure how I quit them.

Don't kill yourself, you're awesome.

Katelyn.