Subject: Fwd: well |
From: Emma Allan <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> |
Date: 5/19/11, 01:17 |
To: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> |
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From: "Kenneth Lipp" <kenneth.lipp@gmail.com>
Date: 16 May 2011 03:52
Subject: well
To: <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
well, now you're not following me anymore. so strange feeling. i'm never
going to touch you, am i? that's fucking all i want, i'm never going to. i
will never get to be happy. i don't deserve to be, but it seems strange to
say this to myself, to know i'll always be lonely. i hope finally get
something more like what you deserve. you are so kind and soft and so
absolutely beautiful. fuck fuck. i loved it when you danced that night. i
miss you emma. what the fuck is wrong with me? why did i have to be this
way? this is not how i wanted to be, it isn't. i don't want to be alone. i
miss you, i know i'll die missing you.