| Subject: Re: Sweetheart |
| From: Emma Allan <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> |
| Date: 5/12/11, 18:43 |
| To: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> |
I broke off contact with him last night after an evening of ever more frantic emails from him. He has emailed me today and sent me a ridiculous video of himself, full of self pity, purporting to be *the truth* which I watched for the first 5 minutes and which consisted of him saying how misunderstood he was and how much he loved me. I'll send it to you if you like but I warn you, it's truly cringeworthy.
He's emailed and sent me Twitter messages which I've ignored totally and he posted a comment on my FB which I immediately deleted.
I have considered blocking and unfriending him but I have decided to rub his face in it until he just fucks off. And this is where you can help.
As you know he was insanely jealous of you. I mean pathalogically jealous and it would fuck him right up if you started posting stuff to me. The odd song. A comment here and there. I have no doubt he is warped but he is not as *ill* as he pretends to be. I realise now that it was mostly for my attention. My attention wandered a lot, in your direction and he found it increasingly difficult to engage me. Hence the emotional blackmail and the intimations of suicide. I was incredibly worried about him at one point. Now I see it for what it was. A ploy to keep me focused on him and off you. I have a new insight from all of this. He manipulated me from the beginning to feed his obsession with me. I hate his fucking guts. I will love it if you would do this for me. It's unlike me to exact revenge. But he has fucked with my mind for so long and played on my soft nature that I feel like a total fool. And I want to fight. And I want to fuck him over. He hated that I loved you throughout. I want to make him see how little he means to me. Because he means nothing to me. You were always the one. The only one I wanted. Would you do it? The song I'm thinking of is the Roxy Music track you sent me once. I don't remember the name but the lyrics went *baby if you're looking for a lover, look no further. I'm going to be your only* That would be superb. Of course, it's entirely your decision and I understand if you don't wish to. It's the only reason I'm not blocking the bastard in FB in order to do this. If you don't want to I'll just block him. But I hope you will.
Also let me know if you want to see the worst video of all time. And thank you for your advice and kind words and the sweetheart. X
On 12 May 2011 23:15, "Barrett Brown" <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
> I'm sorry, sweetheart. I don't know what to do about this but I'd advise
> breaking off all contacts with him and anyone who claims to be associated
> with him. He's clearly sick and it's obviously not your responsibility to
> take care of someone who has maliciously damaged your finances and life.
> Don't respond to any further messages and block him where possible. No
> matter what problems he has mentally, he's a con artist and has devoted an
> incredible amount of time and energy towards deceiving you and myself.
>
> On Wed, May 11, 2011 at 3:30 PM, Emma Allan <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>wrote:
>
>> Oh God, Barrett, I am so relieved. I thought something had happened to
>> you.
>>
>> But sweetheart, everything is not fine here. Kenneth Lipp continues to lie
>> and manipulate me. There is a lot to take in and I know you're busy but
>> please bear with me. I should have blanked him after the last time, when I
>> spoke to you on Skype about it but I kept in contact because I thought he
>> would help me with my rent. He promised to, even said his dad would send me
>> the money I'd been promised for the job that never was, being as I am in
>> this flat because of the fake job, without means to pay for it. My savings
>> are just about exhausted. His dad emailed me one day about a month ago
>> saying Kenneth had disappeared and did I know anything about it I then went
>> through the whole charade of emailing his dad with great concern about
>> Kenneth's whereabouts. I believed him - he said he wanted to make recompense
>> for the way his son had lied to me.
>>
>> I just found out (yesterday) that the emails purporting to be from his dad
>> were Kenneth *pretending* to be his dad. I tried to call his *dad* last
>> night and spoke to Kenneth pretending to be his dad, using a ridiculous deep
>> voice - after confronting him, he still denied it and kept up the facade. I
>> hung up.
>>
>> In between those times he has kept me in contact with him through emotional
>> blackmail by telling me he would commit suicide and using my love for you as
>> some kind of excuse to make me feel bad in all sorts of ways. (I have never
>> denied still being in love with you, much to Kenneth's chagrin)
>>
>> I've never felt so used by anybody and he continues to do it. I have no
>> trust in him at all. I think he's delusional and warped. He wants me to go
>> on skype so he can finally tell me the truth - whatever that is. I can't
>> even bear to look at him. I feel dirty when I think about him. I hate him. I
>> told Jessica everything and she immediately deleted him from facebook. He
>> recently told me he had sold his car and would send me something for my
>> rent. Then he went off to Missisippi or somewhere, claiming to be upset and
>> scared. He would email me and tell me he needed to talk to me because he was
>> scared and when I got on skype straight away, worried he would do something
>> to himself, he would say oh I'm okay.
>>
>> This past few months have been a total nightmare. At times he would be
>> lucid, then completely crazy. He doesn't sleep for days on end - I am
>> beginning to think he takes cocaine, or something (because I saw this woman
>> on One Tree Hill taking cocaine and she was unable to sleep for days) But
>> I'm not sure - maybe he is bo-polar although he says he isn't. I just want
>> him to leave me alone. I still feel somehow responsible - I do think he
>> needs professional help. I even messaged his mum on facebook outlining my
>> concerns (we're not *friends* on FB but I can still message her) and she has
>> never replied. So now both Jess and I think he might have faked his mum and
>> dads profiles to make it look like he was telling the truth about Cambridge
>> etc.
>>
>> I really have no idea what's really going on, I can't trust him at all. I
>> want him to leave me alone. I'm not telling you all this so you'll go and
>> beat him up or even email him. I just have to tell someone who isn't Jess
>> and you're the only other one who knows.
>>
>> On Wed, May 11, 2011 at 9:04 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>wrote:
>>
>>> Everything's fine. I want you to masturbate for me on Skype.
>>>
>>>
>>> On Tue, May 10, 2011 at 6:06 PM, Emma Allan <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>wrote:
>>>
>>>> I can't stop thinking you're not okay. Are you okay? I'm sorry if this is
>>>> unwanted prying. I just want to know how you are and help if I can. You know
>>>> I will do anything for you.
>>>>
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>> --
>>> Regards,
>>>
>>> Barrett Brown
>>> 512-560-2302
>>>
>>
>>
>>
>> --
>> Emma xx
>>
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> --
> Regards,
>
> Barrett Brown
> 512-560-2302