Re: Sweetheart

But sweetheart, everything is not fine here. Kenneth Lipp continues to lie and manipulate me. There is a lot to take in and I know you're busy but please bear with me. I should have blanked him after the last time, when I spoke to you on Skype about it but I kept in contact because I thought he would help me with my rent. He promised to, even said his dad would send me the money I'd been promised for the job that never was, being as I am in this flat because of the fake job, without means to pay for it. My savings are just about exhausted. His dad emailed me one day about a month ago saying Kenneth had disappeared and did I know anything about it I then went through the whole charade of emailing his dad with great concern about Kenneth's whereabouts. I believed him - he said he wanted to make recompense for the way his son had lied to me.

I just found out (yesterday) that the emails purporting to be from his dad were Kenneth pretending to be his dad. I tried to call his *dad* last night and spoke to Kenneth pretending to be his dad, using a ridiculous deep voice - after confronting him, he still denied it and kept up the facade. I hung up.

In between those times he has kept me in contact with him through emotional blackmail by telling me he would commit suicide and using my love for you as some kind of excuse to make me feel bad in all sorts of ways. (I have never denied still being in love with you, much to Kenneth's chagrin)

I've never felt so used by anybody and he continues to do it. I have no trust in him at all. I think he's delusional and warped. He wants me to go on skype so he can finally tell me the truth - whatever that is. I can't even bear to look at him. I feel dirty when I think about him. I hate him. I told Jessica everything and she immediately deleted him from facebook. He recently told me he had sold his car and would send me something for my rent. Then he went off to Missisippi or somewhere, claiming to be upset and scared. He would email me and tell me he needed to talk to me because he was scared and when I got on skype straight away, worried he would do something to himself, he would say oh I'm okay.

This past few months have been a total nightmare. At times he would be lucid, then completely crazy. He doesn't sleep for days on end - I am beginning to think he takes cocaine, or something (because I saw this woman on One Tree Hill taking cocaine and she was unable to sleep for days) But I'm not sure - maybe he is bo-polar although he says he isn't. I just want him to leave me alone. I still feel somehow responsible - I do think he needs professional help. I even messaged his mum on facebook outlining my concerns (we're not *friends* on FB but I can still message her) and she has never replied. So now both Jess and I think he might have faked his mum and dads profiles to make it look like he was telling the truth about Cambridge etc.

I really have no idea what's really going on, I can't trust him at all. I want him to leave me alone. I'm not telling you all this so you'll go and beat him up or even email him. I just have to tell someone who isn't Jess and you're the only other one who knows.

On Wed, May 11, 2011 at 9:04 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

Everything's fine. I want you to masturbate for me on Skype.

On Tue, May 10, 2011 at 6:06 PM, Emma Allan <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

I can't stop thinking you're not okay. Are you okay? I'm sorry if this is unwanted prying. I just want to know how you are and help if I can. You know I will do anything for you.

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Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Emma xx