Quite the contrary, sweetheart. There's no way I can be with you right now, but maybe that will change as circumstances develop. I don't want to make any promises because I'm not equipped to keep them. But I still feel about you the same way I always did.
My lawyer in nyc, stanley cohen, thinks the feds will strike me within two years. That's just a possibility, and remember that cohen only has a circumstantial view of the situtation, but he thinks they may end up trying to give me ten to fifteen on a RICO charge or some such. I've made a lot of people unconfortable, it seems. Now, cohen is used to defending people who have committed serious political crimes including terrorist acts, so that's where his head is. The other lawyer thinks something lighter will be the case, and she has background in computer issues, etc. Also possible I'll be called to testify before congress, in which case I reveal certain things and I win. Anyway, everything's uncertain but remember that I'm clever enough to beat them and that what's being done on their end is so dangerous that it absolutely must be stopped and I have the duty to help lay the groundwork for this campaign.
Also remember that there's no place I'd rather be than there in Newcastle with you and Jess. Maybe that will be possible soon, but if not, just know that you have more right than anyone to claim me as your own.