since you got mad and walked outside

I just feel alone sometimes. When I met you I didn't feel alone anymore. I just ask if you can do some things with me because I've been so alone the past few years. It hurts to do things alone now. I thought we could be a team and do things as a team, but I guess I realized today that I can't and shouldn't expect you to do anything to help me and that I'm going to have to do all these little things by myself again. It made me sad. It was wrong of me to bother you with all those little things. You can't handle dealing with anything like that right now. You have more important things to do. So I just have to do it alone again. It's okay. I'm used to it. I just shouldn't expect you to help me like I thought you would in the beginning. I will continue to help you out as much as you need it. I will stop asking you for help from you. You have more important things to do than bother with taking care of me in any way.

I'm sorry I was sad and crying. It was wrong of me to upset you or bother you with any of these things. I shouldn't bother you with this stuff. I should just cry by myself at home instead to not bother you. I shouldn't burden you with any of my trivial little emotional upsets. You don't deserve that. It will just get in the way of your own projects and your own recovery.