Subject: Re: Bricks |
From: "emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com" <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> |
Date: 1/9/11, 17:31 |
To: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> |
I am in love with you. It hurts more that you would say that I *claimed* to be in love with you. Like I imagined it or lied to you. I was not making up my feelings, Barrett. I was, I am in love with you and it is horrible. This is all horrible. I would have done anything for you and I am only sorry I did not come sooner. I'll always regret that. You have no idea how much. But the fact remains that we were fine and then suddenly it was all over. Just like that. You make it sound like I rejected you and thats why you had to go out and find someone else. (?) I didn't reject you. I was oblivious to the reality of the situation until I saw those videos. On the contrary I was rejected totally by you, overnight.
The difference is that you had my heart and I could not have thought about going out to meet anyone else because I loved you. I still do thats why this hurts so much and why I can't bear to think that you have done this to me in the way you did.