Date: Wed, 5 Jan 2011 01:10:46
To: <
barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Please tell me if its over.
I like that idea, it ties in well with the way we think about sex. Its
not straightforward and there must be conflict. I ask that you email
me every day until we do this. I will also need videos the same as
before but in secret. In turn I'll do whatever you require of me and
keep your confidence and support you. She will not know as long as you
treat me with caring and are honest with me about everything. I want
to know about your work and I want love from you.
On 1/4/11, barri2009 <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
> Me having the funds to meet up with you and this being done without the new
> girl knowing.
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>
> -----Original Message-----
> From: "
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com" <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
> Date: Wed, 5 Jan 2011 00:53:32
> To: Barrett Brown<
barriticus@gmail.com>
> Subject: Re: Please tell me if its over.
>
> What factors are we considering to make this possible?
>
> On 1/5/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>> When it becomes possible for us to do so.
>>
>> On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 6:50 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>
>>> When then.
>>>
>>> On 1/4/11, barri2009 <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> > I didn't say we couldn't, or that we won't.
>>> > Sent via BlackBerry by AT&T
>>> >
>>> > -----Original Message-----
>>> > From: "
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com" <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>>> > Date: Wed, 5 Jan 2011 00:41:44
>>> > To: Barrett Brown<
barriticus@gmail.com>
>>> > Subject: Re: Please tell me if its over.
>>> >
>>> > Please Barrett, I am so in love with you. We could have the most
>>> > amazing time. I know it. I can feel it. It would be ecstasy.
>>> >
>>> > On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >> I used to love Mirna enough that everything I did was to impress her.
>>> >> It
>>> >> didn't work out and I came to accept it.
>>> >>
>>> >> On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:24 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>
>>> >>> But I love you
>>> >>>
>>> >>> On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> > You were born in the wrong time and place, just like I was.
>>> >>> >
>>> >>> > More importantly, you would probably not accept being one of the
>>> >>> > several
>>> >>> > women with whom I'll be having children at such point as I am able
>>> >>> > to
>>> >>> > support them. The offer stands forever if you change your mind.
>>> >>> >
>>> >>> > On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:20 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >>> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >
>>> >>> >> No no no no it can't be. tell me what I did wrong. Why?
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >> On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >> > It's over. I hate to break your heart but I have to do what is
>>> >>> necessary
>>> >>> >> for
>>> >>> >> > myself right now.
>>> >>> >> >
>>> >>> >> > On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:10 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >>> >> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >> >
>>> >>> >> >> I need to know so that I can start healing. I can't go through
>>> >>> another
>>> >>> >> >> night of emotional turmoil and regret and the memory of just
>>> >>> >> >> last
>>> >>> week
>>> >>> >> >> when I was so happy and the future was bright. Just last week.
>>> Its
>>> >>> >> >> killing me. I can't bear it. I am still so much in love with
>>> >>> >> >> you.
>>> >>> >> >> I
>>> >>> >> >> feel completely rejected. Not good enough. I'm a fucking hot
>>> >>> >> >> woman.
>>> >>> >> >> You would be proud to be with me. I'm a great fuck I'm funny
>>> >>> >> >> and
>>> >>> >> >> clever. I have fucking amazing breasts and a lovely bottom.
>>> >>> >> >> You
>>> >>> >> >> know
>>> >>> >> >> all this. You seemed to be so into me. So into me. I felt so
>>> >>> >> >> desired
>>> >>> >> >> and wanted. I want that back. I will always be here to help
>>> >>> >> >> you
>>> >>> >> >> Barrett but my heart is breaking. I can't continue to hope and
>>> >>> >> >> long
>>> >>> >> >> for you in a lover sense when there is no response. I
>>> >>> >> >> constantly
>>> >>> check
>>> >>> >> >> my emails. It's pathetic. I'm pathetic. I'm sorry. I need you
>>> >>> >> >> to
>>> >>> >> >> release me or keep me and we'll start again. But I cannot live
>>> >>> >> >> with
>>> >>> >> >> the images in my mind of the man I desperately love and want
>>> >>> >> >> more
>>> >>> than
>>> >>> >> >> any fucking thing on this earth with someone else. It's
>>> >>> >> >> killing
>>> >>> >> >> me.
>>> >>> >> >> Please tell me why you fell out of love with me. I need to
>>> >>> >> >> undertand
>>> >>> >> >> what I did. I need to make sense of it. I want to help you but
>>> >>> >> >> I
>>> >>> >> >> cannot be second in love. I have to be first. Just as you
>>> >>> >> >> would
>>> >>> >> >> have
>>> >>> >> >> to be first with me. I am special and I want to know. I need
>>> >>> >> >> to
>>> >>> >> >> know
>>> >>> >> >> please. We would have experienced something few people ever
>>> >>> >> >> do.
>>> >>> >> >> You
>>> >>> >> >> were right when you said that at the start of all this. Oh god
>>> >>> >> >> I
>>> >>> >> >> just
>>> >>> >> >> want you back how it was. I'll come to you. Tell me what you
>>> want.
>>> >>> >> >>
>>> >>> >> >> --
>>> >>> >> >> Emma xx
>>> >>> >> >>
>>> >>> >> >
>>> >>> >> >
>>> >>> >> >
>>> >>> >> > --
>>> >>> >> > Regards,
>>> >>> >> >
>>> >>> >> > Barrett Brown
>>> >>> >> > 512-560-2302
>>> >>> >> >
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >> --
>>> >>> >> Emma xx
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >
>>> >>> >
>>> >>> >
>>> >>> > --
>>> >>> > Regards,
>>> >>> >
>>> >>> > Barrett Brown
>>> >>> > 512-560-2302
>>> >>> >
>>> >>>
>>> >>>
>>> >>> --
>>> >>> Emma xx
>>> >>>
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >> --
>>> >> Regards,
>>> >>
>>> >> Barrett Brown
>>> >> 512-560-2302
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >
>>> > --
>>> > Emma xx
>>> >
>>>
>>>
>>> --
>>> Emma xx
>>>
>>
>>
>>
>> --
>> Regards,
>>
>> Barrett Brown
>> 512-560-2302
>>
>
>
> --
> Emma xx
>
--
Emma xx