Me having the funds to meet up with you and this being done without the new girl knowing.
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-----Original Message-----
From: "emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com" <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
Date: Wed, 5 Jan 2011 00:53:32 
To: Barrett Brown<barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Please tell me if its over.

What factors are we considering to make this possible?

On 1/5/11, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

When it becomes possible for us to do so.

On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 6:50 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

When then.

On 1/4/11, barri2009 <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I didn't say we couldn't, or that we won't.
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-----Original Message-----
From: "emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com" <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
Date: Wed, 5 Jan 2011 00:41:44
To: Barrett Brown<barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Please tell me if its over.

Please Barrett, I am so in love with you. We could have the most
amazing time. I know it. I can feel it. It would be ecstasy.

On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I used to love Mirna enough that everything I did was to impress her.
It
didn't work out and I came to accept it.

On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:24 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

But I love you

On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

You were born in the wrong time and place, just like I was.

More importantly, you would probably not accept being one of the
several
women with whom I'll be having children at such point as I am able
to
support them. The offer stands forever if you change your mind.

On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:20 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

No no no no it can't be. tell me what I did wrong. Why?

On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

It's over. I hate to break your heart but I have to do what is

necessary

for

myself right now.

On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:10 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

I need to know so that I can start healing. I can't go through

another

night of emotional turmoil and regret and the memory of just
last

week

when I was so happy and the future was bright. Just last week.

Its

killing me. I can't bear it. I am still so much in love with
you.
I
feel completely rejected. Not good enough. I'm a fucking hot
woman.
You would be proud to be with me. I'm a great fuck I'm funny and
clever. I have fucking amazing breasts and a lovely bottom. You
know
all this. You seemed to be so into me. So into me. I felt so
desired
and wanted. I want that back. I will always be here to help you
Barrett but my heart is breaking. I can't continue to hope and
long
for you in a lover sense when there is no response. I constantly

check

my emails. It's pathetic. I'm pathetic. I'm sorry. I need you to
release me or keep me and we'll start again. But I cannot live
with
the images in my mind of the man I desperately love and want
more

than

any fucking thing on this earth with someone else. It's killing
me.
Please tell me  why you fell out of love with me. I need to
undertand
what I did. I need to make sense of it. I want to help you but I
cannot be second in love. I have to be first. Just as you would
have
to be first with me. I am special and I want to know. I need to
know
please. We would have experienced something few people ever do.
You
were right when you said that at the start of all this. Oh god I
just
want you back how it was. I'll come to you. Tell me what you

want.

--
Emma xx

--
Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

--
Emma xx

--
Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

--
Emma xx

--
Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

--
Emma xx

--
Emma xx

--
Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

-- 
Emma xx