On 1/4/11, barri2009 <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
> I didn't say we couldn't, or that we won't.
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> -----Original Message-----
> From: "
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com" <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
> Date: Wed, 5 Jan 2011 00:41:44
> To: Barrett Brown<
barriticus@gmail.com>
> Subject: Re: Please tell me if its over.
>
> Please Barrett, I am so in love with you. We could have the most
> amazing time. I know it. I can feel it. It would be ecstasy.
>
> On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>> I used to love Mirna enough that everything I did was to impress her. It
>> didn't work out and I came to accept it.
>>
>> On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:24 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>
>>> But I love you
>>>
>>> On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> > You were born in the wrong time and place, just like I was.
>>> >
>>> > More importantly, you would probably not accept being one of the
>>> > several
>>> > women with whom I'll be having children at such point as I am able to
>>> > support them. The offer stands forever if you change your mind.
>>> >
>>> > On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:20 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >
>>> >> No no no no it can't be. tell me what I did wrong. Why?
>>> >>
>>> >> On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >> > It's over. I hate to break your heart but I have to do what is
>>> necessary
>>> >> for
>>> >> > myself right now.
>>> >> >
>>> >> > On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:10 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >> >
>>> >> >> I need to know so that I can start healing. I can't go through
>>> another
>>> >> >> night of emotional turmoil and regret and the memory of just last
>>> week
>>> >> >> when I was so happy and the future was bright. Just last week. Its
>>> >> >> killing me. I can't bear it. I am still so much in love with you.
>>> >> >> I
>>> >> >> feel completely rejected. Not good enough. I'm a fucking hot
>>> >> >> woman.
>>> >> >> You would be proud to be with me. I'm a great fuck I'm funny and
>>> >> >> clever. I have fucking amazing breasts and a lovely bottom. You
>>> >> >> know
>>> >> >> all this. You seemed to be so into me. So into me. I felt so
>>> >> >> desired
>>> >> >> and wanted. I want that back. I will always be here to help you
>>> >> >> Barrett but my heart is breaking. I can't continue to hope and
>>> >> >> long
>>> >> >> for you in a lover sense when there is no response. I constantly
>>> check
>>> >> >> my emails. It's pathetic. I'm pathetic. I'm sorry. I need you to
>>> >> >> release me or keep me and we'll start again. But I cannot live
>>> >> >> with
>>> >> >> the images in my mind of the man I desperately love and want more
>>> than
>>> >> >> any fucking thing on this earth with someone else. It's killing
>>> >> >> me.
>>> >> >> Please tell me why you fell out of love with me. I need to
>>> >> >> undertand
>>> >> >> what I did. I need to make sense of it. I want to help you but I
>>> >> >> cannot be second in love. I have to be first. Just as you would
>>> >> >> have
>>> >> >> to be first with me. I am special and I want to know. I need to
>>> >> >> know
>>> >> >> please. We would have experienced something few people ever do.
>>> >> >> You
>>> >> >> were right when you said that at the start of all this. Oh god I
>>> >> >> just
>>> >> >> want you back how it was. I'll come to you. Tell me what you want.
>>> >> >>
>>> >> >> --
>>> >> >> Emma xx
>>> >> >>
>>> >> >
>>> >> >
>>> >> >
>>> >> > --
>>> >> > Regards,
>>> >> >
>>> >> > Barrett Brown
>>> >> > 512-560-2302
>>> >> >
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >> --
>>> >> Emma xx
>>> >>
>>> >
>>> >
>>> >
>>> > --
>>> > Regards,
>>> >
>>> > Barrett Brown
>>> > 512-560-2302
>>> >
>>>
>>>
>>> --
>>> Emma xx
>>>
>>
>>
>>
>> --
>> Regards,
>>
>> Barrett Brown
>> 512-560-2302
>>
>
>
> --
> Emma xx
>