On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
> It's over. I hate to break your heart but I have to do what is necessary for
> myself right now.
>
> On Tue, Jan 4, 2011 at 5:10 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
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emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
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>> I need to know so that I can start healing. I can't go through another
>> night of emotional turmoil and regret and the memory of just last week
>> when I was so happy and the future was bright. Just last week. Its
>> killing me. I can't bear it. I am still so much in love with you. I
>> feel completely rejected. Not good enough. I'm a fucking hot woman.
>> You would be proud to be with me. I'm a great fuck I'm funny and
>> clever. I have fucking amazing breasts and a lovely bottom. You know
>> all this. You seemed to be so into me. So into me. I felt so desired
>> and wanted. I want that back. I will always be here to help you
>> Barrett but my heart is breaking. I can't continue to hope and long
>> for you in a lover sense when there is no response. I constantly check
>> my emails. It's pathetic. I'm pathetic. I'm sorry. I need you to
>> release me or keep me and we'll start again. But I cannot live with
>> the images in my mind of the man I desperately love and want more than
>> any fucking thing on this earth with someone else. It's killing me.
>> Please tell me why you fell out of love with me. I need to undertand
>> what I did. I need to make sense of it. I want to help you but I
>> cannot be second in love. I have to be first. Just as you would have
>> to be first with me. I am special and I want to know. I need to know
>> please. We would have experienced something few people ever do. You
>> were right when you said that at the start of all this. Oh god I just
>> want you back how it was. I'll come to you. Tell me what you want.
>>
>> --
>> Emma xx
>>
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> Regards,
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> Barrett Brown
> 512-560-2302
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