I'm going to lie in bed
Subject: I'm going to lie in bed
From: "emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com" <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
Date: 1/4/11, 17:03
To: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>

feeling the waves of regret and sadness sweep over my body, making my arms ache and my stomach churn. This has been going on since Saturday - I found a way to relieve it temporarily - I lie on my stomach for a bit until my neck starts to hurt then I turn on my side. 

You have been such a major part of my life for what feels like forever, this is like a bereavement. I long to turn back the clock. I wish I could talk to you properly about everything.