On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
> I don't know exactly yet. You would have to accept that my work will always
> come first and that I'm going to be inclined to date other girls so long as
> we have not actually met, for instance. You'd also have to steel yourself
> for a very uncertain future.
>
>
> On Mon, Jan 3, 2011 at 11:13 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>> I will help you with all of that. Your addiction problems do not phase
>> me. Not in the slightest. Not a bit. I long to help you through it.
>> I'm aching for you Barrett. I've been through so much myself - I have
>> so much life experience, I am certain I can have a positive effect on
>> your life. Just tell me what I can do. Tell me how to best help.
>> Please please come back to me. Please. What can I do to make this
>> right?
>>
>> On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>> > No, that's not what it means. It means that this is not a good time for
>> me
>> > to be engaged in an exclusive and monogamous long-distance relationship,
>> and
>> > that at any rate I don't know what's going to happen in terms of my
>> > "activism" nor my addiction problems and would not be comfortable, say,
>> > moving in with you and Jess until I am more stable in several ways.
>> >
>> > On Mon, Jan 3, 2011 at 10:54 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >
>> >> No she didn't she is in South Africa now- just got a text actually.
>> >> She told me you had replied, she'd skimmed it, you love me but you're
>> >> a complicated man. I don't want to speculate without reading the
>> >> message but I've a feeling it means it's all over for me.
>> >>
>> >> On 1/4/11, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >> > Sweetheart. I'm sorry about what's happened. You're not pestering me.
>> >> > Did
>> >> > Jess send you my message earlier?
>> >> >
>> >> > On Mon, Jan 3, 2011 at 9:12 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >> >
>> >> >> I just had a dream about you in which, for your next Guardian piece,
>> >> >> you outed yourself as the *criminal* mastermind behind Anonymous,
>> who
>> >> >> singlehandedly took down Tunisia, after you became pissed off at
>> >> >> them
>> >> >> when they tried to depose you in a daring but unsuccessful coup
>> d'etat
>> >> >> against you as the most successful President of Columbia in all
>> >> >> human
>> >> >> history. I woke thinking this could actually happen because you are
>> >> >> that sexy, being the Texan Julian Assange, only better looking etc,
>> >> >> and it would make for great copy so you would definitely do it, even
>> >> >> though you'd no longer be anonymous. I think you could get a face
>> >> >> transplant and your fingerprints replaced with new ones so you could
>> >> >> be Anonymous again and next time take down all Islamic states and
>> >> >> annihalate them totally like the vermin they are. As long as you get
>> >> >> the same face. I like that face. You could wear a false nose on
>> >> >> outings. I think about you all the time Barrett and wonder how you
>> >> >> are. I won't say it but you know I love you. Damn just said it.
>> >> >> A-gain. I love you Barrett, love Emma. God damnit what on earth is
>> >> >> wrong with me. Forgive this rather obvious attempt at levity in
>> >> >> order
>> >> >> to make tentative contact with you because I feel your loss in my
>> life
>> >> >> like a physical pain and I am so in love with you I cannot stop
>> >> >> punishing myself. I think in time I will be able to stop pestering
>> you
>> >> >> but not yet. Your forbearance is greatly appreciated. My darling. My
>> >> >> love. My sweetheart. I adore you. From Emma. X now I'll debate with
>> >> >> myself whether to send this and spend the next ten minutes arguing
>> >> >> then I'll probably send it and feel immensely exposed and
>> >> >> vulnerable.
>> >> >> I really did just dream that about you though. I went for a walk
>> today
>> >> >> for 2 hours and passed by a house which had statues of eagles on its
>> >> >> gateposts. They looked, not to put too fine a point on it,
>> >> >> ridiculous
>> >> >> and ostentaious. Which is a cardinal sin in conservative suburbia.
>> >> >> Rather like driving a Lexus or having gold taps. Eagles on gate
>> >> >> posts
>> >> >> should only be conceived upon at the entrance to stately homes when
>> >> >> ones garden is the size of Surrey and ones relative made his riches
>> >> >> duelling and planning the overthrow of the Scots.
>> >> >>
>> >> >
>> >> >
>> >> >
>> >> > --
>> >> > Regards,
>> >> >
>> >> > Barrett Brown
>> >> > 512-560-2302
>> >> >
>> >>
>> >
>> >
>> >
>> > --
>> > Regards,
>> >
>> > Barrett Brown
>> > 512-560-2302
>> >
>>
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> --
> Regards,
>
> Barrett Brown
> 512-560-2302
>