Re: more action than one man can stand

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 10:46 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I love you, Emma.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 5:44 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Come back, please, if you feel anything for me, take this pain away and come back to me. I love you. Just talk to me, tell me you love me. Barrett, it's me, Emma. I love you. Don't make me go through the night feeling like this.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 10:35 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

you're breaking my heart

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 10:29 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Barrett please

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 10:27 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

I resent that. I do not damage you. I build you up and support you. I make you know how much better you are than those idiots at the LOG that try to bring you down, I go on LGF and upvote all of your posts. I follow your writings and post them on FB and Twitter. I send you encouraging emails about how great and marvelous I think you are in every respect. I tell you daily how much I love you and I notice daily that you do not tell me but I let it pass (mostly) I try to understand what it is like for you, I am sorry that I get it wrong.

I do not *repeatedly misunderstand* you intentionally in order to cause a fight. I am genuinely nonplussed when I ask fro clarification. I do not damage you. Please come back online. I cant bear this falling out. I really cant.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 10:19 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
You repeatedly misunderstand my intent and you ignore me when I explain to you my intent. You make accusations about me not caring about you and supposedly sending a secret message through a book review and even just wanting a video that are fucking ridiculous after how I've opened up to you. You damage me.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 5:15 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

what do you mean? why are you being like this?

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 10:13 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I'm cold because I can't trust you not to hurt me.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 5:11 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Your coldness upsets me.

My response was perfectly rational - I explained it all to you - exactly how I was feeling and you ignored it, said you always responded in writing to my videos when you don't, and said nothing to make me feel any better and then when I asked you to make up with me you went offline. And now you're telling me you are upset with me. I was upset first but you've managed to turn it on me. I am trying not to get angry or upset again. It's very difficult because I feel you are against me.

I feel like an utter fool for sending you those videos. I thought I would feel good about it but I feel sick because I think you're so used to it I may as well not have bothered.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 10:00 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
I've already told you my position. Irrationality upsets me. You have decided to upset me three times now for no reason and without any regard for what I'm dealing with.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 4:50 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

talk to me

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 9:02 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Fine, I hate you anyway. Fuck off.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 8:54 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

No, I'm not writing you anything.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 3:52 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

You haven't said anything to make me think you view me differently from any other porn you might download. What really upset me was the *I consider my task completed* quip. That was a low blow. I know you meant it in the context of the document but I felt as if you were giving me the brush off. Look Ive explained everything in fucking triplicate here, You are one of the most intelligent men I know. You can make me feel better if you want to or you can spend the next hour writing something to Trout or fucking Scott or whoever. You work it out.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 8:43 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
I was at the dentist again from 10 to an hour back and my mom was hanging around. I just got the sound working again when I got back so I watched the new ones as soon as my mom left, then masturbated twice to them in between getting phone call. I wrote you a couple of brief messages in the meanwhile. I haven't had a chance to watch the other ones with sound. I don't see that I've done anything to make you think that I don't love you and want to be with you and I don't see how you could even think that.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 3:39 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

No you dont write ab out my videos! You never wrote a word about the others I sent you where I was dancing and reading about Keith Richards and eating biscuits. I kept asking you if youd watched them but you never replied so I stopped asking and I suppose I just thought you didn't like them. And now these ones. Im trying to get you to like me, love me, want to be with me more than anyone else.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 8:35 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
I was about to write about your videos like I always do. I had literally just finished masturbating and then I sent you a quick e-mail to tell you that and express how much the one I'd just watched turned me on. Meanwhile the phone rang and I had to take it because it's the agent Eisler got for me. I always write about how much I love and appreciate what you send me. I wish you weren't mad at me.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 3:33 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

I am mad yes. And you know why I am mad Barrett? Can you possibly have an idea? I think you can - I think you know very fucking well but you are too pig headed or stubborn or in a bad mood with the latest fucking Conservative cuntface to get on your nerves, who has fuck all to do with me but nevertheless poisons our interaction, that you can't even bring yourself to say Emma I love you for sending those, thank you.

You see its not like I don't know theres a billion and one porn whatevers on the fucking internet showing exactly what I just sent you and probably better than I did it and more sexy and better lighting, but FUCK Barrett, you could be a little bit more sensitive and maybe, just maybe tell me its different for you watching me than watching the fucking billion and one porn on the internet. God alfucking mighty FUCK YOU. I wish I d never fucking made them. I really do. I could cry. I am so angry.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 8:27 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
I was jacking off to them and then trying to amusingly tell you how much I appreciated them. I thought you would take that as a compliment and it was intended to be a compliment. Are you mad because I haven't written more about them yet?

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 3:25 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

well for one thing I sent you two fucking videos of myself and you act like its fucking nothing.

nevermind. if you don't know how I might possibly be feeling, its pointless

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 8:23 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
What am I doing that's weird?

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 3:22 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

why are you being weird?

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 8:21 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

That's all I can get for now until you come to Texas or I go to England.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 3:20 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

is that all you wanted? a video?

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 8:18 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I consider the fuck Emma from behind task completed since now I can really imagine it somewhat accurately.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 3:14 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

pig

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 8:13 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

Shhh, jacking off again.

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 3:12 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Godammit Barrett

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 7:57 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

She left a bit ago and then I jacked off to the video. Now here's another one, eh?

On Tue, Dec 14, 2010 at 2:35 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

BIG KISS

(is your mum still there?)

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