Talk to me, this is the first time we have not thrashed something out
until both understand. Help me understand.

On 12/1/10, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Barrett?

On 12/1/10, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
wrote:

I am astounded that you could not have forseen this reaction from me.
You have opened up to me and for that I am grateful. However I have
also told you there are times when you  are curt or dismissive and
maybe I considered this one of those times.
I often feel that I perhaps like you more than you like me. And I know
that makes it sound like we are in school but I sometimes get that
feeling. That coupled with my having a daughter, being older than you,
being cluelessly British and not au fait with drug culture or anything
that goes with it, being insecure anyway about my allure, or how
attractive you find me, thinking mainly that i'm a charity case or
that you probably only tolerate me because, well I don't actually
know. These things regularly flit in and out of my head and yes I know
you were reading London and it just happened to have parallels to
reality but it touched a nerve and I had to have it out with you
otherwise it would have assumed greater significance than it perhaps
warrants. If that is the case I apologise. I do not mean to belittle
you or the fact that you opened up to me, which I value enormously or
that I dismiss your writing. I think I am probably too sensitive. And
I would ask you to try to understand my insecurities or to explain to
me where I am going wrong.

On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I came across this novel last night and the portions I've read happened
to
consist largely of Jack London writing about a character that clearly
reflects his own view of himself and a woman who reflects how he thinks
women look at him. I am making fun of Jack London. I would have written
the
exact same thing had I not known you. The fact that you consider me to
be
what Jack London wanted to be did not influence anything I've written. I
am
astounded that after the way I've opened myself up to you you would
accuse
me of thinking or doing anything of the sort.

On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 6:37 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

It's a convenient coincidence don't you think?

On 11/30/10, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
wrote:

I don't fucking think so. I'm always going on about how much you turn
me on and such like and also about your blonde good looks and your
all
round cleverness, your brain, your attractiveness and your effect on
me and then you write a piece about a blonde alpha male and a lustful
female admirer and the rather obvious effect he has on this star
struck sex started gagging for it nympho. And i'm supposed to think
its not about me or how lame you think this all is? Like all I am is
a
fucking wet cunt for you.

On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

What? This is not a dig at you, it is a dig at Jack London for
writing
self-indulgent fan fiction about himself.

On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 6:22 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

It is fictional but has pointed references and parallels to real
life
which you acknowledge here and must have known i'd recognise too,
on
reading it. Either you are having a dig at me or you are  unaware.
Since you are plainly not unaware I must assume the latter. I
suppose
my 'leaking vagina' is a source of great amusement for you.

On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

Yes, that occurred to me as I was writing it, but in that case it
was
a
fictional case in which Jack London is basically praising
himself,

and

he
had nothing on me, of corse.

On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 5:48 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

The blonde superman being lusted after by the 'leaking vagina'

sounds

very like me and my lust for you. You pig.

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Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302