On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
> Very well. Meanwhile
>
http://frontburner.dmagazine.com/2010/11/30/mark-davis-vs-barrett-brown/
>
> On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 4:24 AM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>> Make me another video and call me your darling in it. Also tell me you
>> like me best. Out of everyone. Even over Rich Lowry. Also look
>> straight to camera and say Emma I love love LOVE your bosoms. Please
>> Barrett. I'm very close to death. And it's cold here. Plus the special
>> relationship is a sham. At least according to you whom I trust
>> implicitly. I'm upset by that actually. I thought America liked us. I
>> really did.
>>
>> On 11/30/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>> wrote:
>> > Now I have to wait an eternity for you to wake, go through all the
>> > important stuff before my scrub messages and then throw me a scrap.
>> > Like Henry VIII.
>> >
>> > On 11/30/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>> > wrote:
>> >> Oh God I so hate email and time zones.
>> >>
>> >> On 11/30/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>> >> wrote:
>> >>> I knew that and thats why I hate that absurdly fake pseudo
>> >>> intellectual site. Although I like that Barrett bloke and want him to
>> >>> nail my Cunt to the floor regularly. But the rest of them are up their
>> >>> own arses. I'm still annoyed and won't be calling you my darling on
>> >>> websites again unless I can be in the same room as you when I write
>> >>> it, hold a gun to your head, which I will need to borrow from you, and
>> >>> force you to write a suitably sexually charged yet caring and
>> >>> sensitive reply.
>> >>>
>> >>> On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>> I couldn't think of a response that would satisfy you, be clever, and
>> >>>> at
>> >>>> the
>> >>>> same time maintain decorum over there at
whinypseudointellectual.com.
>> >>>>
>> >>>> On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 2:28 AM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>
>> >>>>> I had a run in with Scott the fascist too. He's a was mongering
>> >>>>> fascist who despises English poets. I got quite annoyed and was
>> >>>>> quite
>> >>>>> mean which I now quite like. That reminds me Barrett, I'm very
>> annoyed
>> >>>>> that you left me and the dogs hanging in that other exchange
>> regarding
>> >>>>> gaming. I made overt sexual overtures to you. Well overt to anyone
>> who
>> >>>>> knew I meant the dogs were on me which would have meant none of the
>> >>>>> fascist Gentlemen knew what I meant. But still. I knew what I meant
>> >>>>> and so did you and you fucking ignored me.
>> >>>>>
>> >>>>> On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> > Scott, of course, not Spock.
>> >>>>> >
>> >>>>> > I did when I was much younger but I'm not into it. I just wanted
>> >>>>> > to
>> >>>>> > know
>> >>>>> > that you've fantasized about other women because I like that.
>> >>>>> >
>> >>>>> > On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 1:55 AM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >>>>> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >
>> >>>>> >> Scott or Spock is a fascist?
>> >>>>> >> I never had am asylum seeker from N Korea. I have a theory why
>> that
>> >>>>> >> is. Women, well not with a real woman but I've had plenty in my
>> >>>>> >> head.
>> >>>>> >> Did you ever have one with a man?
>> >>>>> >>
>> >>>>> >> On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> > Have you ever had any sexual experiences with another woman?
>> >>>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> > On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 8:44 PM, Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> > <
barriticus@gmail.com>
>> >>>>> >> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >> Meh, he's a dime-a-dozen fascist. I'm watching a documentary
>> >>>>> >> >> on
>> >>>>> >> >> North
>> >>>>> >> >> Korea. I've seen tons of them. I even recognize some of the
>> >>>>> >> >> officials
>> >>>>> >> who
>> >>>>> >> >> provide tourists to journalists, like this one lady who's job
>> it
>> >>>>> >> >> is
>> >>>>> to
>> >>>>> >> >> explain how Kim Jong Il designed an adjustable desk.
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >>
>> >>>>>
>>
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1875007335054132657#docid=-3742145385913859804
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 8:35 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >>>>> >> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> Got distracted by your hot, rapier-like brain. I love the
>> >>>>> >> >>> way
>> >>>>> >> >>> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> took down Scott in that thread.
>> >>>>> >> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> On 11/30/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >>>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>> >>>>> >> >>> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> > You just woke me up with your mind, Spock. I'm not even
>> >>>>> >> >>> > kidding.
>> >>>>> >> Going
>> >>>>> >> >>> > to kidnap dogs. Brb.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> > On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >> I don't think we need help from the Vulcans.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 4:04 PM,
>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com
>> >>>>> >> >>> >> <
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> Forgot to mention Pon Far. It's how the vulcans mate.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> I'll
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> have
>> >>>>> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> look into the specifics but I believe it's more of a
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> cerebral
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> union
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> although I could be mistaken. And we can always add our
>> own
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> interpretation involving sibling sex and dogs.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> On 11/29/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >>>>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com
>> >>>>> >> >>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > My darling Barrett! Of course I want you to explain all
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > it
>> >>>>> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > me.
>> >>>>> >> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > want that more than anything. I want to be close to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > you.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > Very
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > close.
>> >>>>> >> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > am inordinately interested in everything thats ever
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > happened
>> >>>>> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > you,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > ever. You're like the most fascinating book I could
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > ever
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > get
>> >>>>> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> read.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > Knowing more about you actually nourishes me. It feeds
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > our
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > relationship, such as it is, given the obvious
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > limitations.
>> >>>>> But
>> >>>>> >> in
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > this way we overcome some of the barriers enforced by
>> >>>>> geography.
>> >>>>> >> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> can
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > mind meld with you, like vulcans do. Which is quite
>> >>>>> appropriate
>> >>>>> >> >>> given
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > the vulcan reliance on logic and rejection of emotion.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > love
>> >>>>> >> Star
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > Trek. You can be Mr Spock and I'll be the voluptuous
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > blonde
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > Ukranian
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > nurse. I think I got that last bit from Wikileaks. We
>> can
>> >>>>> still
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > play
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > Star Trek though, right? Anyway yes please, do tell me
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > all.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > Be
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > completely honest with me. I love all of you. I want to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > know
>> >>>>> all
>> >>>>> >> of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > you.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> > On 11/29/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com>
>> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> Thanks for this. I'm so appreciative that you're
>> letting
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> me
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> explain
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> this
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> can understand it. I've never been able to have this
>> >>>>> >> conversation
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> before.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 2:33 PM,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com<
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> Its quite difficult for me to understand the
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> emotional
>> >>>>> >> detachment
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> feel
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> most of the time because I am so emotional most of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> the
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> time,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> which
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> is
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> mainly
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> a pain in the arse, but anyway. I wish I was not so
>> >>>>> emotional.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> My own childhood was quite strained and not ideal -
>> my
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> dad
>> >>>>> is
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> not
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> my
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> dad
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> -
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I don't know who my dad is, i have never wanted to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> know.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> figure
>> >>>>> >> >>> he
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> didn't
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> want anything to do with me or my mum so, anyway,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> there's
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that.
>> >>>>> >> >>> The
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> man
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> call my dad is a sweet man but has never really been
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> a
>> >>>>> father
>> >>>>> >> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> me,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> in
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I never felt the close bond one is supposed to have
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> with
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> a
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> father.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> In
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> way I can relate to your own experience, except my
>> real
>> >>>>> father
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> has
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> always
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> been absent and never wanted to see me. This sort of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> stuff
>> >>>>> >> needs
>> >>>>> >> >>> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> be
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> talked about rather than written about. There are
>> other
>> >>>>> issues
>> >>>>> >> >>> with
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> my
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> mum,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> not least that she is a christian and it colours her
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> whole
>> >>>>> >> world,
>> >>>>> >> >>> in
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> a
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> narrow minded parochial way which infuriates me.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I have always been an outsider, at school and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> everywhere
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> Ive
>> >>>>> >> ever
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> worked,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> even at University. So I can really relate to that
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> feeling
>> >>>>> of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> detachment
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I can count on one hand my close friends or those I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> would
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> trust
>> >>>>> >> >>> with
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> anything personal. People think I am cold and distant
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> but
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> thats
>> >>>>> >> >>> only
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> because
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I really can't stand most people, including most of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> my
>> >>>>> family,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> parents,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> sister, although I like her slightly better now,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> probably
>> >>>>> >> because
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> she's
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> in
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> Australia. I do most things alone, make decisions,
>> plan
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> my
>> >>>>> >> days,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> really
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> don't need people around me. I like very few people
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that
>> >>>>> much
>> >>>>> >> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> want
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> their
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> company. Thats why I value you so much. I actually
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> really
>> >>>>> like
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> find you funny, smart interesting and hot. I could
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> easily
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> spend
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> entire
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> weeks
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> with you and not even get mad with you once. You see,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> with
>> >>>>> >> people
>> >>>>> >> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> love
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> am completely different. I would do anything for
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> Jessica,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> anything
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> for
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and I have infinite patience.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> The bottom line is I want this to work. So I will
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> give
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>> >>>>> all
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> the
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> time
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> need to develop your feelings for me. I don't want to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> force
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> anything,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> as
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> if
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I could. You strike me as very determined in what you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> want
>> >>>>> >> anyway
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> doubt I could persuade you into something your heart
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> wasn't
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> in.
>> >>>>> >> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> also
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> understand myself enough to know that I only want
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> this
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> if
>> >>>>> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> want
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> it.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> If
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that makes sense. The thing is I forget about the
>> drugs
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>> >>>>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> forget
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> about
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> the emotional detachment so I get upset, feel
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> rejected
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> forgotten.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> But
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> will make myself remember and allow you time to make
>> me
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> more
>> >>>>> a
>> >>>>> >> >>> part
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> your
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> world. I'm on your side, I want to make things good
>> for
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> us,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> for
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> as
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> long
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> as
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you do.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 6:15 AM,
>> >>>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> Oh God this just breaks my heart. Really and truly,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> am
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> so
>> >>>>> >> >>> fucking
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> angry with your dad. I need to think and calm down
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> or
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> my
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> reply
>> >>>>> >> >>> will
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> just be a line of expletives. I'll reply at length
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> today.
>> >>>>> My
>> >>>>> >> >>> sweet,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> dear, perfect Barrett.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > I can tell you that I've meant everything I've
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > said
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>> >>>>> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > thus
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > far
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> about
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > loving you. I want what we've talked about in
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > terms
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > absolute
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > honesty
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > understanding. But I also meant what I said when I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > told
>> >>>>> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > how
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> difficult
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > it's going to be for me to get to that point. Even
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > aside
>> >>>>> >> from
>> >>>>> >> >>> the
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > drugs,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > have some considerable emotional detachment
>> problems
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > that
>> >>>>> >> >>> mostly
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> stem
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> from
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > when I was a child. My dad is an extraordinarily
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > selfish
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > frankly
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > terrible person. When my parents were divorced it
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > was
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > acrimonious.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> My
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> first
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > memory is of my dad calling my mom and the two of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > them
>> >>>>> >> arguing
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > then
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> her
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > handing me the phone, at which point my dad told
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > me
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > he
>> >>>>> >> wasn't
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > going
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> see
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > me any more because my mom was being "mean" to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > him,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>> >>>>> of
>> >>>>> >> >>> course
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > was
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > inconsolable for I don't know how long afterwards.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > Later
>> >>>>> he
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > did
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > resume
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > seeing me and was supposed to do so every week -
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > my
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > mom
>> >>>>> >> >>> basically
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> guilted
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > him into it - but often times he wouldn't come and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > I'd
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > be
>> >>>>> >> >>> sitting
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> out
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> there
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > waiting for him for an hour or two until giving
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > up.
>> >>>>> That's
>> >>>>> >> not
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> everything,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > but it's probably a good portion of why I have
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > problems
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > getting
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> close
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > people - even aside from the fact that I have half
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > of
>> >>>>> this
>> >>>>> >> >>> man's
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > genes.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> It
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > didn't help that I spent an unusually large amount
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > my
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > childhood
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > adolescence alone, being an only child with a
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > working
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > mother
>> >>>>> >> >>> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > having
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > trouble relating to my peers, or that I've spent a
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > good
>> >>>>> >> >>> portion
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > my
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> time
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > since alone as a freelancer with little in common
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > with
>> >>>>> most
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > anyone.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > It's
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > almost as if I'm autistic to some extent. I know
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > it
>> >>>>> doesn't
>> >>>>> >> >>> seem
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> that
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> way
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > from what you see in the videos. At any rate, I do
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > love
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > you,
>> >>>>> >> >>> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > I'm
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> really
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > trying to break out of all of this so that I can
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > love
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > in
>> >>>>> >> >>> the
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > way
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> that I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > want to so that we can be emotionally connected.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > It's
>> >>>>> just
>> >>>>> >> >>> going
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > take
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > some time for me because it's so alien to what I'm
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > used
>> >>>>> to.
>> >>>>> >> Be
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > patient
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> with
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > me, and don't take it personally when I can't
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > express
>> >>>>> that
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > love
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> as
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > consistently as someone else could. Remember that
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > have
>> >>>>> >> been
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > able
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> really
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > feel and engage in that love on occasions so far,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>> >>>>> I'll
>> >>>>> >> do
>> >>>>> >> >>> so
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> more
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > as
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > time goes on. It's just so hard for me to be a
>> flesh
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>> >>>>> >> blood
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > human
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> being
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > because I've never felt like one.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 6:11 PM,
>> >>>>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I don't feel that you feel the same deep
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> overwhelming
>> >>>>> lost
>> >>>>> >> >>> kind
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> of
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> love that envelops me when I think about you. I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> lust
>> >>>>> after
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> as
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> know, but entwined all around and within that
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> lust
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> is
>> >>>>> need
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> craving
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and feelings I associate with falling in love. I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> feel
>> >>>>> this
>> >>>>> >> is
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> love
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> romance and heady intoxicating and bewildering
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> desire
>> >>>>> all
>> >>>>> >> at
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> once.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> do not know if you feel that or if you are like
>> the
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> boy
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> told
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> me
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> you were when we first began this . You do not
>> seem
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> like
>> >>>>> a
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> boy
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> me.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> You have all the qualities I associate with
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> maturity
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> wisdom
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> manhood combined with the boyish charm. I would
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> still
>> >>>>> like
>> >>>>> >> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> know
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> exactly how you feel toward me. If you are unused
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> seeing
>> >>>>> >> a
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> woman
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> as
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> more than something you fuck then I need to know.
>> I
>> >>>>> think
>> >>>>> >> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> like
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> more about me than just my tits and ass. I can
>> pick
>> >>>>> >> somebody
>> >>>>> >> >>> up
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> if
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> all
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I want is to fuck but this with you is far more
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> than
>> >>>>> just
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> fucking.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> It's fucking plus a million. It's perfect. I'm
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> scared
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> by
>> >>>>> >> how
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> intense
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> feel. I would do any filthy thing you asked of me
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> my
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> thoughts
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> are
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> getting more lascivious, more extreme as days go
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> by.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>> >>>>> >> think
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> stopped
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> making sense back there somewhere and now i'm
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> just
>> >>>>> >> rambling.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> know
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> love you. It's not even funny how much I want
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> your
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> cock.
>> >>>>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> would
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> kill
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> anyone that got near it or you at this point.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> Sometimes
>> >>>>> >> your
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> replies
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> are quite curt. Even dismissive. I'm probably way
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> too
>> >>>>> >> >>> sensitive
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> need to develop a thick skin but i'm soft and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> exposed
>> >>>>> with
>> >>>>> >> >>> you.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com>
>> >>>>> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > You don't feel love from me?
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 5:36 PM,
>> >>>>> >> >>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> Okay the sex part- fucking hell. Fantastic.
>> But.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> Need
>> >>>>> >> the
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> love.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> need
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> it or I can't go near my cunt for you. I need
>> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> feel
>> >>>>> >> you
>> >>>>> >> >>> in
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> my
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> heart.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> On 11/28/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > Want to hold you in my arms while you suckle
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > me
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > and
>> >>>>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > masturbate.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > I'll
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > come in seconds. And again.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > <
barriticus@gmail.com>
>> >>>>> >> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> God, I want to such them for hours.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 2:57 PM,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com<
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> I could hardly think to speak coherently
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> in
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> the
>> >>>>> >> video.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> All
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> want
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> do
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> is
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> get fucked by you. Thats all I can think
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> about.
>> >>>>> >> Can't
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> even
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> think
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> about
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> Islam. Don't give a fuck if we get overrun
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> by
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> the
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> fuckers.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> Just
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> want
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> your
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> cock every way I can
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 7:52 PM, Barrett
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> Brown
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> <
barriticus@gmail.com>wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> Masturbating. Your tits are gigantic. I
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> want
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> to
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> cum
>> >>>>> >> >>> all
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> over
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> them.
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 9:54 AM,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> <
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>> I sent muchos tit pics and a tit video
>> and
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>> I
>> >>>>> want
>> >>>>> >> >>> your
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> reaction
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> NOW
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> --
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> Regards,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> 512-560-2302
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> --
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> Regards,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> 512-560-2302
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > --
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > Regards,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > 512-560-2302
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > --
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > Regards,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > 512-560-2302
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> --
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> Regards,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >> 512-560-2302
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >> --
>> >>>>> >> >>> >> Regards,
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >> Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> >>> >> 512-560-2302
>> >>>>> >> >>> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>> >
>> >>>>> >> >>>
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >> --
>> >>>>> >> >> Regards,
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >> Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> >> 512-560-2302
>> >>>>> >> >>
>> >>>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> > --
>> >>>>> >> > Regards,
>> >>>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >> > Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> >> > 512-560-2302
>> >>>>> >> >
>> >>>>> >>
>> >>>>> >
>> >>>>> >
>> >>>>> >
>> >>>>> > --
>> >>>>> > Regards,
>> >>>>> >
>> >>>>> > Barrett Brown
>> >>>>> > 512-560-2302
>> >>>>> >
>> >>>>>
>> >>>>
>> >>>>
>> >>>>
>> >>>> --
>> >>>> Regards,
>> >>>>
>> >>>> Barrett Brown
>> >>>> 512-560-2302
>> >>>>
>> >>>
>> >>
>> >
>>
>
>
>
> --
> Regards,
>
> Barrett Brown
> 512-560-2302
>