On 11/30/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
> Now I have to wait an eternity for you to wake, go through all the
> important stuff before my scrub messages and then throw me a scrap.
> Like Henry VIII.
>
> On 11/30/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
> wrote:
>> Oh God I so hate email and time zones.
>>
>> On 11/30/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>> wrote:
>>> I knew that and thats why I hate that absurdly fake pseudo
>>> intellectual site. Although I like that Barrett bloke and want him to
>>> nail my Cunt to the floor regularly. But the rest of them are up their
>>> own arses. I'm still annoyed and won't be calling you my darling on
>>> websites again unless I can be in the same room as you when I write
>>> it, hold a gun to your head, which I will need to borrow from you, and
>>> force you to write a suitably sexually charged yet caring and
>>> sensitive reply.
>>>
>>> On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>> I couldn't think of a response that would satisfy you, be clever, and
>>>> at
>>>> the
>>>> same time maintain decorum over there at
whinypseudointellectual.com.
>>>>
>>>> On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 2:28 AM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>
>>>>> I had a run in with Scott the fascist too. He's a was mongering
>>>>> fascist who despises English poets. I got quite annoyed and was quite
>>>>> mean which I now quite like. That reminds me Barrett, I'm very annoyed
>>>>> that you left me and the dogs hanging in that other exchange regarding
>>>>> gaming. I made overt sexual overtures to you. Well overt to anyone who
>>>>> knew I meant the dogs were on me which would have meant none of the
>>>>> fascist Gentlemen knew what I meant. But still. I knew what I meant
>>>>> and so did you and you fucking ignored me.
>>>>>
>>>>> On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> > Scott, of course, not Spock.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > I did when I was much younger but I'm not into it. I just wanted to
>>>>> > know
>>>>> > that you've fantasized about other women because I like that.
>>>>> >
>>>>> > On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 1:55 AM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>>>> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >
>>>>> >> Scott or Spock is a fascist?
>>>>> >> I never had am asylum seeker from N Korea. I have a theory why that
>>>>> >> is. Women, well not with a real woman but I've had plenty in my
>>>>> >> head.
>>>>> >> Did you ever have one with a man?
>>>>> >>
>>>>> >> On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> > Have you ever had any sexual experiences with another woman?
>>>>> >> >
>>>>> >> > On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 8:44 PM, Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> > <
barriticus@gmail.com>
>>>>> >> wrote:
>>>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >> Meh, he's a dime-a-dozen fascist. I'm watching a documentary on
>>>>> >> >> North
>>>>> >> >> Korea. I've seen tons of them. I even recognize some of the
>>>>> >> >> officials
>>>>> >> who
>>>>> >> >> provide tourists to journalists, like this one lady who's job it
>>>>> >> >> is
>>>>> to
>>>>> >> >> explain how Kim Jong Il designed an adjustable desk.
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >>
>>>>>
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1875007335054132657#docid=-3742145385913859804
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 8:35 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>>>> >> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>> Got distracted by your hot, rapier-like brain. I love the way
>>>>> >> >>> you
>>>>> >> >>> took down Scott in that thread.
>>>>> >> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> On 11/30/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>>>>> >> >>> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> > You just woke me up with your mind, Spock. I'm not even
>>>>> >> >>> > kidding.
>>>>> >> Going
>>>>> >> >>> > to kidnap dogs. Brb.
>>>>> >> >>> >
>>>>> >> >>> > On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >> I don't think we need help from the Vulcans.
>>>>> >> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 4:04 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com
>>>>> >> >>> >> <
>>>>> >> >>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> Forgot to mention Pon Far. It's how the vulcans mate. I'll
>>>>> >> >>> >>> have
>>>>> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> look into the specifics but I believe it's more of a
>>>>> >> >>> >>> cerebral
>>>>> >> >>> >>> union
>>>>> >> >>> >>> although I could be mistaken. And we can always add our own
>>>>> >> >>> >>> interpretation involving sibling sex and dogs.
>>>>> >> >>> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> On 11/29/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>>>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com
>>>>> >> >>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > My darling Barrett! Of course I want you to explain all
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > it
>>>>> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > me.
>>>>> >> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > want that more than anything. I want to be close to you.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > Very
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > close.
>>>>> >> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > am inordinately interested in everything thats ever
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > happened
>>>>> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > you,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > ever. You're like the most fascinating book I could ever
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > get
>>>>> to
>>>>> >> >>> read.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > Knowing more about you actually nourishes me. It feeds
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > our
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > relationship, such as it is, given the obvious
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > limitations.
>>>>> But
>>>>> >> in
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > this way we overcome some of the barriers enforced by
>>>>> geography.
>>>>> >> I
>>>>> >> >>> can
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > mind meld with you, like vulcans do. Which is quite
>>>>> appropriate
>>>>> >> >>> given
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > the vulcan reliance on logic and rejection of emotion. I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > love
>>>>> >> Star
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > Trek. You can be Mr Spock and I'll be the voluptuous
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > blonde
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > Ukranian
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > nurse. I think I got that last bit from Wikileaks. We can
>>>>> still
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > play
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > Star Trek though, right? Anyway yes please, do tell me
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > all.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > Be
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > completely honest with me. I love all of you. I want to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > know
>>>>> all
>>>>> >> of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > you.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> > On 11/29/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> Thanks for this. I'm so appreciative that you're letting
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> me
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> explain
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> this
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> can understand it. I've never been able to have this
>>>>> >> conversation
>>>>> >> >>> >>> before.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 2:33 PM,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com<
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> Its quite difficult for me to understand the emotional
>>>>> >> detachment
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> feel
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> most of the time because I am so emotional most of the
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> time,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> which
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> is
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> mainly
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> a pain in the arse, but anyway. I wish I was not so
>>>>> emotional.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> My own childhood was quite strained and not ideal - my
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> dad
>>>>> is
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> not
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> my
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> dad
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> -
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I don't know who my dad is, i have never wanted to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> know.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>>>>> >> figure
>>>>> >> >>> he
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> didn't
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> want anything to do with me or my mum so, anyway,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> there's
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that.
>>>>> >> >>> The
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> man
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> call my dad is a sweet man but has never really been a
>>>>> father
>>>>> >> to
>>>>> >> >>> me,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> in
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I never felt the close bond one is supposed to have
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> with
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> a
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> father.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> In
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> way I can relate to your own experience, except my real
>>>>> father
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> has
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> always
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> been absent and never wanted to see me. This sort of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> stuff
>>>>> >> needs
>>>>> >> >>> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> be
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> talked about rather than written about. There are other
>>>>> issues
>>>>> >> >>> with
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> my
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> mum,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> not least that she is a christian and it colours her
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> whole
>>>>> >> world,
>>>>> >> >>> in
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> a
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> narrow minded parochial way which infuriates me.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I have always been an outsider, at school and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> everywhere
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> Ive
>>>>> >> ever
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> worked,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> even at University. So I can really relate to that
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> feeling
>>>>> of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> detachment
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I can count on one hand my close friends or those I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> would
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> trust
>>>>> >> >>> with
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> anything personal. People think I am cold and distant
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> but
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> thats
>>>>> >> >>> only
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> because
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I really can't stand most people, including most of my
>>>>> family,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> parents,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> sister, although I like her slightly better now,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> probably
>>>>> >> because
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> she's
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> in
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> Australia. I do most things alone, make decisions, plan
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> my
>>>>> >> days,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> really
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> don't need people around me. I like very few people
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that
>>>>> much
>>>>> >> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> want
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> their
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> company. Thats why I value you so much. I actually
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> really
>>>>> like
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> find you funny, smart interesting and hot. I could
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> easily
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> spend
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> entire
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> weeks
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> with you and not even get mad with you once. You see,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> with
>>>>> >> people
>>>>> >> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> love
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> am completely different. I would do anything for
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> Jessica,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> anything
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> for
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and I have infinite patience.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> The bottom line is I want this to work. So I will give
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>>>>> all
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> the
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> time
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> need to develop your feelings for me. I don't want to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> force
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> anything,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> as
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> if
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I could. You strike me as very determined in what you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> want
>>>>> >> anyway
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> doubt I could persuade you into something your heart
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> wasn't
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> in.
>>>>> >> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> also
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> understand myself enough to know that I only want this
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> if
>>>>> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> want
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> it.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> If
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> that makes sense. The thing is I forget about the drugs
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>>>>> I
>>>>> >> >>> forget
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> about
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> the emotional detachment so I get upset, feel rejected
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> forgotten.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> But
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> will make myself remember and allow you time to make me
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> more
>>>>> a
>>>>> >> >>> part
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> your
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> world. I'm on your side, I want to make things good for
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> us,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> for
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> as
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> long
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> as
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> you do.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 6:15 AM,
>>>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> Oh God this just breaks my heart. Really and truly, I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> am
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> so
>>>>> >> >>> fucking
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> angry with your dad. I need to think and calm down or
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> my
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> reply
>>>>> >> >>> will
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> just be a line of expletives. I'll reply at length
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> today.
>>>>> My
>>>>> >> >>> sweet,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> dear, perfect Barrett.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > I can tell you that I've meant everything I've said
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>>>>> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > thus
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > far
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> about
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > loving you. I want what we've talked about in terms
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > absolute
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > honesty
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > understanding. But I also meant what I said when I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > told
>>>>> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > how
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> difficult
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > it's going to be for me to get to that point. Even
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > aside
>>>>> >> from
>>>>> >> >>> the
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > drugs,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > have some considerable emotional detachment problems
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > that
>>>>> >> >>> mostly
>>>>> >> >>> >>> stem
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> from
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > when I was a child. My dad is an extraordinarily
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > selfish
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > frankly
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > terrible person. When my parents were divorced it
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > was
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > acrimonious.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> My
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> first
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > memory is of my dad calling my mom and the two of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > them
>>>>> >> arguing
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > then
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> her
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > handing me the phone, at which point my dad told me
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > he
>>>>> >> wasn't
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > going
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> see
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > me any more because my mom was being "mean" to him,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>>>>> of
>>>>> >> >>> course
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > was
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > inconsolable for I don't know how long afterwards.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > Later
>>>>> he
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > did
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > resume
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > seeing me and was supposed to do so every week - my
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > mom
>>>>> >> >>> basically
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> guilted
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > him into it - but often times he wouldn't come and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > I'd
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > be
>>>>> >> >>> sitting
>>>>> >> >>> >>> out
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> there
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > waiting for him for an hour or two until giving up.
>>>>> That's
>>>>> >> not
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> everything,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > but it's probably a good portion of why I have
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > problems
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > getting
>>>>> >> >>> >>> close
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > people - even aside from the fact that I have half
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > of
>>>>> this
>>>>> >> >>> man's
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > genes.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> It
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > didn't help that I spent an unusually large amount
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > my
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > childhood
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > adolescence alone, being an only child with a
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > working
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > mother
>>>>> >> >>> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > having
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > trouble relating to my peers, or that I've spent a
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > good
>>>>> >> >>> portion
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > my
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> time
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > since alone as a freelancer with little in common
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > with
>>>>> most
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > anyone.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > It's
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > almost as if I'm autistic to some extent. I know it
>>>>> doesn't
>>>>> >> >>> seem
>>>>> >> >>> >>> that
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> way
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > from what you see in the videos. At any rate, I do
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > love
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > you,
>>>>> >> >>> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > I'm
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> really
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > trying to break out of all of this so that I can
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > love
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > in
>>>>> >> >>> the
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > way
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> that I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > want to so that we can be emotionally connected.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > It's
>>>>> just
>>>>> >> >>> going
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > take
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > some time for me because it's so alien to what I'm
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > used
>>>>> to.
>>>>> >> Be
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > patient
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> with
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > me, and don't take it personally when I can't
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > express
>>>>> that
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > love
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> as
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > consistently as someone else could. Remember that I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > have
>>>>> >> been
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > able
>>>>> >> >>> >>> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> really
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > feel and engage in that love on occasions so far,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>>>>> I'll
>>>>> >> do
>>>>> >> >>> so
>>>>> >> >>> >>> more
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > as
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > time goes on. It's just so hard for me to be a flesh
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > and
>>>>> >> blood
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > human
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> being
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > because I've never felt like one.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 6:11 PM,
>>>>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I don't feel that you feel the same deep
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> overwhelming
>>>>> lost
>>>>> >> >>> kind
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> of
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> love that envelops me when I think about you. I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> lust
>>>>> after
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> as
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> know, but entwined all around and within that lust
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> is
>>>>> need
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> craving
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and feelings I associate with falling in love. I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> feel
>>>>> this
>>>>> >> is
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> love
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> romance and heady intoxicating and bewildering
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> desire
>>>>> all
>>>>> >> at
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> once.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> do not know if you feel that or if you are like the
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> boy
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> you
>>>>> >> >>> told
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> me
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> you were when we first began this . You do not seem
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> like
>>>>> a
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> boy
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> me.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> You have all the qualities I associate with
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> maturity
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>>>> >> >>> wisdom
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> manhood combined with the boyish charm. I would
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> still
>>>>> like
>>>>> >> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> know
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> exactly how you feel toward me. If you are unused
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> seeing
>>>>> >> a
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> woman
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> as
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> more than something you fuck then I need to know. I
>>>>> think
>>>>> >> you
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> like
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> more about me than just my tits and ass. I can pick
>>>>> >> somebody
>>>>> >> >>> up
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> if
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> all
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I want is to fuck but this with you is far more
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> than
>>>>> just
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> fucking.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> It's fucking plus a million. It's perfect. I'm
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> scared
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> by
>>>>> >> how
>>>>> >> >>> >>> intense
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> feel. I would do any filthy thing you asked of me
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> my
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> thoughts
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> are
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> getting more lascivious, more extreme as days go
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> by.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>>>>> >> think
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> stopped
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> making sense back there somewhere and now i'm just
>>>>> >> rambling.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> know
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> love you. It's not even funny how much I want your
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> cock.
>>>>> I
>>>>> >> >>> would
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> kill
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> anyone that got near it or you at this point.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> Sometimes
>>>>> >> your
>>>>> >> >>> >>> replies
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> are quite curt. Even dismissive. I'm probably way
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> too
>>>>> >> >>> sensitive
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> need to develop a thick skin but i'm soft and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> exposed
>>>>> with
>>>>> >> >>> you.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com>
>>>>> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > You don't feel love from me?
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 5:36 PM,
>>>>> >> >>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> Okay the sex part- fucking hell. Fantastic. But.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> Need
>>>>> >> the
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> love.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> need
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> it or I can't go near my cunt for you. I need to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> feel
>>>>> >> you
>>>>> >> >>> in
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> my
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> heart.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> On 11/28/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > Want to hold you in my arms while you suckle
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > me
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > and
>>>>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > masturbate.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > I'll
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > come in seconds. And again.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> > <
barriticus@gmail.com>
>>>>> >> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> God, I want to such them for hours.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 2:57 PM,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com<
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> I could hardly think to speak coherently in
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> the
>>>>> >> video.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> All
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> want
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> do
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> is
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> get fucked by you. Thats all I can think
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> about.
>>>>> >> Can't
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> even
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> think
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> about
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> Islam. Don't give a fuck if we get overrun
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> by
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> the
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> fuckers.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> Just
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> want
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> your
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> cock every way I can
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 7:52 PM, Barrett
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> Brown
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> <
barriticus@gmail.com>wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> Masturbating. Your tits are gigantic. I
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> want
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> to
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> cum
>>>>> >> >>> all
>>>>> >> >>> >>> over
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> them.
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 9:54 AM,
>>>>> >> >>> >>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> <
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>> I sent muchos tit pics and a tit video and
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>> I
>>>>> want
>>>>> >> >>> your
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> reaction
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> NOW
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> --
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> Regards,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> 512-560-2302
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> --
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> Regards,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> 512-560-2302
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > --
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > Regards,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> > 512-560-2302
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > --
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > Regards,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> > 512-560-2302
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> --
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> Regards,
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >> 512-560-2302
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>> >
>>>>> >> >>> >>>
>>>>> >> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >> --
>>>>> >> >>> >> Regards,
>>>>> >> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >> Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> >>> >> 512-560-2302
>>>>> >> >>> >>
>>>>> >> >>> >
>>>>> >> >>>
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >> --
>>>>> >> >> Regards,
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >> Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> >> 512-560-2302
>>>>> >> >>
>>>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >
>>>>> >> >
>>>>> >> > --
>>>>> >> > Regards,
>>>>> >> >
>>>>> >> > Barrett Brown
>>>>> >> > 512-560-2302
>>>>> >> >
>>>>> >>
>>>>> >
>>>>> >
>>>>> >
>>>>> > --
>>>>> > Regards,
>>>>> >
>>>>> > Barrett Brown
>>>>> > 512-560-2302
>>>>> >
>>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>
>>>> --
>>>> Regards,
>>>>
>>>> Barrett Brown
>>>> 512-560-2302
>>>>
>>>
>>
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