I knew that and thats why I hate that absurdly fake pseudo
intellectual site. Although I like that Barrett bloke and want him to
nail my Cunt to the floor regularly. But the rest of them are up their
own arses. I'm still annoyed and won't be calling you my darling on
websites again unless I can be in the same room as you when I write
it, hold a gun to your head, which I will need to borrow from you, and
force you to write a suitably sexually charged yet caring and
sensitive reply.

On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I couldn't think of a response that would satisfy you, be clever, and at the
same time maintain decorum over there at whinypseudointellectual.com.

On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 2:28 AM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

I had a run in with Scott the fascist too. He's a was mongering
fascist who despises English poets. I got quite annoyed and was quite
mean which I now quite like. That reminds me Barrett, I'm very annoyed
that you left me and the dogs hanging in that other exchange regarding
gaming. I made overt sexual overtures to you. Well overt to anyone who
knew I meant the dogs were on me which would have meant none of the
fascist Gentlemen knew what I meant. But still. I knew what I meant
and so did you and you fucking ignored me.

On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

Scott, of course, not Spock.

I did when I was much younger but I'm not into it. I just wanted to know
that you've fantasized about other women because I like that.

On Tue, Nov 30, 2010 at 1:55 AM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Scott or Spock is a fascist?
I never had am asylum seeker from N Korea. I have a theory why that
is. Women, well not with a real woman but I've had plenty in my head.
Did you ever have one with a man?

On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

Have you ever had any sexual experiences with another woman?

On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 8:44 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>

wrote:

Meh, he's a dime-a-dozen fascist. I'm watching a documentary on
North
Korea. I've seen tons of them. I even recognize some of the
officials

who

provide tourists to journalists, like this one lady who's job it is

to

explain how Kim Jong Il designed an adjustable desk.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1875007335054132657#docid=-3742145385913859804

On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 8:35 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Got distracted by your hot,  rapier-like brain. I love the way you
took down Scott in that thread.

On 11/30/10, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>

wrote:

You just woke me up with your mind, Spock. I'm not even kidding.

Going

to kidnap dogs. Brb.

On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I don't think we need help from the Vulcans.

On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 4:04 PM, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Forgot to mention Pon Far. It's how the vulcans mate. I'll have

to

look into the specifics but I believe it's more of a cerebral
union
although I could be mistaken. And we can always add our own
interpretation involving sibling sex and dogs.

On 11/29/10, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com

wrote:

My darling Barrett! Of course I want you to explain all of it

to

me.

I

want that more than anything. I want to be close to you. Very
close.

I

am inordinately interested in everything thats ever happened

to

you,
ever. You're like the most fascinating book I could ever get

to

read.

Knowing more about you actually nourishes me. It feeds our
relationship, such as it is, given the obvious limitations.

But

in

this way we overcome some of the barriers enforced by

geography.

I

can

mind meld with you, like vulcans do. Which is quite

appropriate

given

the vulcan reliance on logic and rejection of emotion. I love

Star

Trek. You can be Mr Spock and I'll be the voluptuous blonde
Ukranian
nurse. I think I got that last bit from Wikileaks. We can

still

play
Star Trek though, right? Anyway yes please, do tell me all.
Be
completely honest with me. I love all of you. I want to know

all

of

you.


On 11/29/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

Thanks for this. I'm so appreciative that you're letting me
explain
this
and
can understand it. I've never been able to have this

conversation

before.

On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 2:33 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com<
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Its quite difficult for me to understand the emotional

detachment

you
feel
most of the time because I am so emotional most of the
time,
which
is
mainly
a pain in the arse, but anyway. I wish I was not so

emotional.

 My own childhood was quite strained and not ideal - my dad

is

not
my
dad
-
I don't know who my dad is, i have never wanted to know. I

figure

he

didn't
want anything to do with me or my mum so, anyway, there's
that.

The

man
I
call my dad is a sweet man but has never really been a

father

to

me,

in
that
I never felt the close bond one is supposed to have with a
father.
In
that
way I can relate to your own experience, except my real

father

has
always
been absent and never wanted to see me. This sort of stuff

needs

to

be
talked about rather than written about. There are other

issues

with

my
mum,
not least that she is a christian and it colours her whole

world,

in

a
narrow minded parochial way which infuriates me.

I have always been an outsider, at school and everywhere
Ive

ever

worked,
even at University. So I can really relate to that feeling

of

detachment

and
I can count on one hand my close friends or those I would
trust

with

anything personal. People think I am cold and distant but
thats

only

because
I really can't stand most people, including most of my

family,

parents,
sister, although I like her slightly better now, probably

because

she's
in
Australia. I do most things alone, make decisions, plan my

days,

I
really
don't need people around me. I like very few people that

much

to

want
their
company. Thats why I value you so much. I actually really

like

you
and

I

find you funny, smart interesting and hot. I could easily
spend
entire
weeks
with you and not even get mad with you once. You see, with

people

I

love

I
am completely different. I would do anything for Jessica,
anything
for
you
and I have infinite patience.

The bottom line is I want this to work. So I will give you

all

the
time
you
need to develop your feelings for me. I don't want to force
anything,

as

if
I could. You strike me as very determined in what you want

anyway

and
I
doubt I could persuade you into something your heart wasn't
in.

I

also
understand myself enough to know that I only want this if

you

want
it.
If
that makes sense. The thing is I forget about the drugs and

I

forget

about
the emotional detachment so I get upset, feel rejected and
forgotten.
But
I
will make myself remember and allow you time to make me
more

a

part

of
your
world. I'm on your side, I want to make things good for us,
for
as
long
as
you do.

On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 6:15 AM,

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Oh God this just breaks my heart. Really and truly, I am
so

fucking

angry with your dad. I need to think and calm down or my
reply

will

just be a line of expletives. I'll reply at length today.

My

sweet,

dear, perfect Barrett.

On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I can tell you that I've meant everything I've said to

you

thus
far

about

loving you. I want what we've talked about in terms of
absolute
honesty

and

understanding. But I also meant what I said when I told

you

how

difficult

it's going to be for me to get to that point. Even aside

from

the

drugs,

I

have some considerable emotional detachment problems
that

mostly

stem

from

when I was a child. My dad is an extraordinarily selfish
and
frankly
terrible person. When my parents were divorced it was
acrimonious.

My

first

memory is of my dad calling my mom and the two of them

arguing

and
then

her

handing me the phone, at which point my dad told me he

wasn't

going
to

see

me any more because my mom was being "mean" to him, and

of

course

I
was
inconsolable for I don't know how long afterwards. Later

he

did
resume
seeing me and was supposed to do so every week - my mom

basically

guilted

him into it - but often times he wouldn't come and I'd
be

sitting

out

there

waiting for him for an hour or two until giving up.

That's

not

everything,

but it's probably a good portion of why I have problems
getting

close

to
people - even aside from the fact that I have half of

this

man's

genes.

It

didn't help that I spent an unusually large amount of my
childhood
and
adolescence alone, being an only child with a working
mother

and

having
trouble relating to my peers, or that I've spent a good

 portion

of
my

time

since alone as a freelancer with little in common with

most

anyone.
It's
almost as if I'm autistic to some extent. I know it

doesn't

seem

that

way

from what you see in the videos. At any rate, I do love
you,

and

I'm

really

trying to break out of all of this so that I can love
you
in

the

way

that I

want to so that we can be emotionally connected. It's

just

going

to
take
some time for me because it's so alien to what I'm used

to.

Be

patient

with

me, and don't take it personally when I can't express

that

love
to
you

as

consistently as someone else could. Remember that I have

been

able

to

really

feel and engage in that love on occasions so far, and

I'll

do

so

more

as
time goes on. It's just so hard for me to be a flesh and

blood

human

being

because I've never felt like one.

On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 6:11 PM,

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

I don't feel that you feel the same deep overwhelming

lost

kind

of
love that envelops me when I think about you. I lust

after

you
as
you
know, but entwined all around and within that lust is

need

and
craving
and feelings I associate with falling in love. I feel

this

is

love
and
romance and heady intoxicating and bewildering desire

all

at

once.

I

do not know if you feel that or if you are like the boy
you

told

me
you were when we first began this . You do not seem
like

a

boy
to
me.
You have all the qualities I associate with maturity
and

wisdom

and
manhood combined with the boyish charm. I would still

like

to

know
exactly how you feel toward me. If you are unused to
seeing

a

woman
as
more than something you fuck then I need to know. I

think

you

like
more about me than just my tits and ass. I can pick

somebody

up

if
all
I want is to fuck but this with you is far more than

just

fucking.
It's fucking plus a million. It's perfect. I'm scared
by

how

intense

I
feel. I would do any filthy thing you asked of me and
my
thoughts
are
getting more lascivious, more extreme as days go by. I

think

I
stopped
making sense back there somewhere and now i'm just

rambling.

I
know
I
love you. It's not even funny how much I want your
cock.

I

would

kill
anyone that got near it or you at this point. Sometimes

your

replies

are quite curt. Even dismissive. I'm probably way too

sensitive

and
need to develop a thick skin but i'm soft and exposed

with

you.

On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>

wrote:

You don't feel love from me?

On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 5:36 PM,

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

Okay the sex part- fucking hell. Fantastic. But.
Need

the

love.

I

need

it or I can't go near my cunt for you. I need to
feel

you

in

my

heart.

On 11/28/10, emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>

wrote:

Want to hold you in my arms while you suckle me
and

I

masturbate.
I'll
come in seconds. And again.

On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>

wrote:

God, I want to such them for hours.

On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 2:57 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com<
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

I could hardly think to speak coherently in the

video.

All
I

want

to
do
is
get fucked by you. Thats all I can think about.

Can't

even
think

about

Islam. Don't give a fuck if we get overrun by
the
fuckers.
Just
want
your
cock every way I can


On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 7:52 PM, Barrett Brown
<barriticus@gmail.com>wrote:

Masturbating. Your tits are gigantic. I want to
cum

all

over

them.

On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 9:54 AM,

emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com

<
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:

I sent muchos tit pics and a tit video and I

want

your

reaction

NOW

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Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302