On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
> Have you ever had any sexual experiences with another woman?
>
> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 8:44 PM, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>> Meh, he's a dime-a-dozen fascist. I'm watching a documentary on North
>> Korea. I've seen tons of them. I even recognize some of the officials who
>> provide tourists to journalists, like this one lady who's job it is to
>> explain how Kim Jong Il designed an adjustable desk.
>>
>>
>>
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1875007335054132657#docid=-3742145385913859804
>>
>>
>> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 8:35 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>
>>> Got distracted by your hot, rapier-like brain. I love the way you
>>> took down Scott in that thread.
>>>
>>> On 11/30/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>>> wrote:
>>> > You just woke me up with your mind, Spock. I'm not even kidding. Going
>>> > to kidnap dogs. Brb.
>>> >
>>> > On 11/30/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >> I don't think we need help from the Vulcans.
>>> >>
>>> >> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 4:04 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>
>>> >>> Forgot to mention Pon Far. It's how the vulcans mate. I'll have to
>>> >>> look into the specifics but I believe it's more of a cerebral union
>>> >>> although I could be mistaken. And we can always add our own
>>> >>> interpretation involving sibling sex and dogs.
>>> >>>
>>> >>> On 11/29/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com
>>> >
>>> >>> wrote:
>>> >>> > My darling Barrett! Of course I want you to explain all of it to
>>> >>> > me.
>>> I
>>> >>> > want that more than anything. I want to be close to you. Very
>>> >>> > close.
>>> I
>>> >>> > am inordinately interested in everything thats ever happened to
>>> >>> > you,
>>> >>> > ever. You're like the most fascinating book I could ever get to
>>> read.
>>> >>> > Knowing more about you actually nourishes me. It feeds our
>>> >>> > relationship, such as it is, given the obvious limitations. But in
>>> >>> > this way we overcome some of the barriers enforced by geography. I
>>> can
>>> >>> > mind meld with you, like vulcans do. Which is quite appropriate
>>> given
>>> >>> > the vulcan reliance on logic and rejection of emotion. I love Star
>>> >>> > Trek. You can be Mr Spock and I'll be the voluptuous blonde
>>> >>> > Ukranian
>>> >>> > nurse. I think I got that last bit from Wikileaks. We can still
>>> >>> > play
>>> >>> > Star Trek though, right? Anyway yes please, do tell me all. Be
>>> >>> > completely honest with me. I love all of you. I want to know all of
>>> >>> > you.
>>> >>> >
>>> >>> >
>>> >>> > On 11/29/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >> Thanks for this. I'm so appreciative that you're letting me
>>> >>> >> explain
>>> >>> >> this
>>> >>> >> and
>>> >>> >> can understand it. I've never been able to have this conversation
>>> >>> before.
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 2:33 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >>> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >>> Its quite difficult for me to understand the emotional detachment
>>> >>> >>> you
>>> >>> >>> feel
>>> >>> >>> most of the time because I am so emotional most of the time,
>>> >>> >>> which
>>> >>> >>> is
>>> >>> >>> mainly
>>> >>> >>> a pain in the arse, but anyway. I wish I was not so emotional.
>>> >>> >>>
>>> >>> >>> My own childhood was quite strained and not ideal - my dad is
>>> >>> >>> not
>>> >>> >>> my
>>> >>> >>> dad
>>> >>> >>> -
>>> >>> >>> I don't know who my dad is, i have never wanted to know. I figure
>>> he
>>> >>> >>> didn't
>>> >>> >>> want anything to do with me or my mum so, anyway, there's that.
>>> The
>>> >>> >>> man
>>> >>> >>> I
>>> >>> >>> call my dad is a sweet man but has never really been a father to
>>> me,
>>> >>> >>> in
>>> >>> >>> that
>>> >>> >>> I never felt the close bond one is supposed to have with a
>>> >>> >>> father.
>>> >>> >>> In
>>> >>> >>> that
>>> >>> >>> way I can relate to your own experience, except my real father
>>> >>> >>> has
>>> >>> >>> always
>>> >>> >>> been absent and never wanted to see me. This sort of stuff needs
>>> to
>>> >>> >>> be
>>> >>> >>> talked about rather than written about. There are other issues
>>> with
>>> >>> >>> my
>>> >>> >>> mum,
>>> >>> >>> not least that she is a christian and it colours her whole world,
>>> in
>>> >>> >>> a
>>> >>> >>> narrow minded parochial way which infuriates me.
>>> >>> >>>
>>> >>> >>> I have always been an outsider, at school and everywhere Ive ever
>>> >>> >>> worked,
>>> >>> >>> even at University. So I can really relate to that feeling of
>>> >>> detachment
>>> >>> >>> and
>>> >>> >>> I can count on one hand my close friends or those I would trust
>>> with
>>> >>> >>> anything personal. People think I am cold and distant but thats
>>> only
>>> >>> >>> because
>>> >>> >>> I really can't stand most people, including most of my family,
>>> >>> >>> parents,
>>> >>> >>> sister, although I like her slightly better now, probably because
>>> >>> >>> she's
>>> >>> >>> in
>>> >>> >>> Australia. I do most things alone, make decisions, plan my days,
>>> >>> >>> I
>>> >>> >>> really
>>> >>> >>> don't need people around me. I like very few people that much to
>>> >>> >>> want
>>> >>> >>> their
>>> >>> >>> company. Thats why I value you so much. I actually really like
>>> >>> >>> you
>>> >>> >>> and
>>> >>> I
>>> >>> >>> find you funny, smart interesting and hot. I could easily spend
>>> >>> >>> entire
>>> >>> >>> weeks
>>> >>> >>> with you and not even get mad with you once. You see, with people
>>> I
>>> >>> love
>>> >>> >>> I
>>> >>> >>> am completely different. I would do anything for Jessica,
>>> >>> >>> anything
>>> >>> >>> for
>>> >>> >>> you
>>> >>> >>> and I have infinite patience.
>>> >>> >>>
>>> >>> >>> The bottom line is I want this to work. So I will give you all
>>> >>> >>> the
>>> >>> >>> time
>>> >>> >>> you
>>> >>> >>> need to develop your feelings for me. I don't want to force
>>> >>> >>> anything,
>>> >>> as
>>> >>> >>> if
>>> >>> >>> I could. You strike me as very determined in what you want anyway
>>> >>> >>> and
>>> >>> >>> I
>>> >>> >>> doubt I could persuade you into something your heart wasn't in. I
>>> >>> >>> also
>>> >>> >>> understand myself enough to know that I only want this if you
>>> >>> >>> want
>>> >>> >>> it.
>>> >>> >>> If
>>> >>> >>> that makes sense. The thing is I forget about the drugs and I
>>> forget
>>> >>> >>> about
>>> >>> >>> the emotional detachment so I get upset, feel rejected and
>>> >>> >>> forgotten.
>>> >>> >>> But
>>> >>> >>> I
>>> >>> >>> will make myself remember and allow you time to make me more a
>>> part
>>> >>> >>> of
>>> >>> >>> your
>>> >>> >>> world. I'm on your side, I want to make things good for us, for
>>> >>> >>> as
>>> >>> >>> long
>>> >>> >>> as
>>> >>> >>> you do.
>>> >>> >>>
>>> >>> >>> On Mon, Nov 29, 2010 at 6:15 AM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >>> >>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >>>
>>> >>> >>>> Oh God this just breaks my heart. Really and truly, I am so
>>> fucking
>>> >>> >>>> angry with your dad. I need to think and calm down or my reply
>>> will
>>> >>> >>>> just be a line of expletives. I'll reply at length today. My
>>> sweet,
>>> >>> >>>> dear, perfect Barrett.
>>> >>> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >>>> > I can tell you that I've meant everything I've said to you
>>> >>> >>>> > thus
>>> >>> >>>> > far
>>> >>> >>>> about
>>> >>> >>>> > loving you. I want what we've talked about in terms of
>>> >>> >>>> > absolute
>>> >>> >>>> > honesty
>>> >>> >>>> and
>>> >>> >>>> > understanding. But I also meant what I said when I told you
>>> >>> >>>> > how
>>> >>> >>>> difficult
>>> >>> >>>> > it's going to be for me to get to that point. Even aside from
>>> the
>>> >>> >>>> > drugs,
>>> >>> >>>> I
>>> >>> >>>> > have some considerable emotional detachment problems that
>>> mostly
>>> >>> stem
>>> >>> >>>> from
>>> >>> >>>> > when I was a child. My dad is an extraordinarily selfish and
>>> >>> >>>> > frankly
>>> >>> >>>> > terrible person. When my parents were divorced it was
>>> >>> >>>> > acrimonious.
>>> >>> My
>>> >>> >>>> first
>>> >>> >>>> > memory is of my dad calling my mom and the two of them arguing
>>> >>> >>>> > and
>>> >>> >>>> > then
>>> >>> >>>> her
>>> >>> >>>> > handing me the phone, at which point my dad told me he wasn't
>>> >>> >>>> > going
>>> >>> >>>> > to
>>> >>> >>>> see
>>> >>> >>>> > me any more because my mom was being "mean" to him, and of
>>> course
>>> >>> >>>> > I
>>> >>> >>>> > was
>>> >>> >>>> > inconsolable for I don't know how long afterwards. Later he
>>> >>> >>>> > did
>>> >>> >>>> > resume
>>> >>> >>>> > seeing me and was supposed to do so every week - my mom
>>> basically
>>> >>> >>>> guilted
>>> >>> >>>> > him into it - but often times he wouldn't come and I'd be
>>> sitting
>>> >>> out
>>> >>> >>>> there
>>> >>> >>>> > waiting for him for an hour or two until giving up. That's not
>>> >>> >>>> everything,
>>> >>> >>>> > but it's probably a good portion of why I have problems
>>> >>> >>>> > getting
>>> >>> close
>>> >>> >>>> > to
>>> >>> >>>> > people - even aside from the fact that I have half of this
>>> man's
>>> >>> >>>> > genes.
>>> >>> >>>> It
>>> >>> >>>> > didn't help that I spent an unusually large amount of my
>>> >>> >>>> > childhood
>>> >>> >>>> > and
>>> >>> >>>> > adolescence alone, being an only child with a working mother
>>> and
>>> >>> >>>> > having
>>> >>> >>>> > trouble relating to my peers, or that I've spent a good
>>> portion
>>> >>> >>>> > of
>>> >>> >>>> > my
>>> >>> >>>> time
>>> >>> >>>> > since alone as a freelancer with little in common with most
>>> >>> >>>> > anyone.
>>> >>> >>>> > It's
>>> >>> >>>> > almost as if I'm autistic to some extent. I know it doesn't
>>> seem
>>> >>> that
>>> >>> >>>> way
>>> >>> >>>> > from what you see in the videos. At any rate, I do love you,
>>> and
>>> >>> >>>> > I'm
>>> >>> >>>> really
>>> >>> >>>> > trying to break out of all of this so that I can love you in
>>> the
>>> >>> >>>> > way
>>> >>> >>>> that I
>>> >>> >>>> > want to so that we can be emotionally connected. It's just
>>> going
>>> >>> >>>> > to
>>> >>> >>>> > take
>>> >>> >>>> > some time for me because it's so alien to what I'm used to. Be
>>> >>> >>>> > patient
>>> >>> >>>> with
>>> >>> >>>> > me, and don't take it personally when I can't express that
>>> >>> >>>> > love
>>> >>> >>>> > to
>>> >>> >>>> > you
>>> >>> >>>> as
>>> >>> >>>> > consistently as someone else could. Remember that I have been
>>> >>> >>>> > able
>>> >>> to
>>> >>> >>>> really
>>> >>> >>>> > feel and engage in that love on occasions so far, and I'll do
>>> so
>>> >>> more
>>> >>> >>>> > as
>>> >>> >>>> > time goes on. It's just so hard for me to be a flesh and blood
>>> >>> >>>> > human
>>> >>> >>>> being
>>> >>> >>>> > because I've never felt like one.
>>> >>> >>>> >
>>> >>> >>>> > On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 6:11 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >>> >>>> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >>>> >
>>> >>> >>>> >> I don't feel that you feel the same deep overwhelming lost
>>> kind
>>> >>> >>>> >> of
>>> >>> >>>> >> love that envelops me when I think about you. I lust after
>>> >>> >>>> >> you
>>> >>> >>>> >> as
>>> >>> >>>> >> you
>>> >>> >>>> >> know, but entwined all around and within that lust is need
>>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>> >>> >>>> >> craving
>>> >>> >>>> >> and feelings I associate with falling in love. I feel this is
>>> >>> >>>> >> love
>>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>> >>> >>>> >> romance and heady intoxicating and bewildering desire all at
>>> >>> >>>> >> once.
>>> >>> I
>>> >>> >>>> >> do not know if you feel that or if you are like the boy you
>>> told
>>> >>> >>>> >> me
>>> >>> >>>> >> you were when we first began this . You do not seem like a
>>> >>> >>>> >> boy
>>> >>> >>>> >> to
>>> >>> >>>> >> me.
>>> >>> >>>> >> You have all the qualities I associate with maturity and
>>> wisdom
>>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>> >>> >>>> >> manhood combined with the boyish charm. I would still like to
>>> >>> >>>> >> know
>>> >>> >>>> >> exactly how you feel toward me. If you are unused to seeing a
>>> >>> >>>> >> woman
>>> >>> >>>> >> as
>>> >>> >>>> >> more than something you fuck then I need to know. I think you
>>> >>> >>>> >> like
>>> >>> >>>> >> more about me than just my tits and ass. I can pick somebody
>>> up
>>> >>> >>>> >> if
>>> >>> >>>> >> all
>>> >>> >>>> >> I want is to fuck but this with you is far more than just
>>> >>> >>>> >> fucking.
>>> >>> >>>> >> It's fucking plus a million. It's perfect. I'm scared by how
>>> >>> intense
>>> >>> >>>> >> I
>>> >>> >>>> >> feel. I would do any filthy thing you asked of me and my
>>> >>> >>>> >> thoughts
>>> >>> >>>> >> are
>>> >>> >>>> >> getting more lascivious, more extreme as days go by. I think
>>> >>> >>>> >> I
>>> >>> >>>> >> stopped
>>> >>> >>>> >> making sense back there somewhere and now i'm just rambling.
>>> >>> >>>> >> I
>>> >>> >>>> >> know
>>> >>> >>>> >> I
>>> >>> >>>> >> love you. It's not even funny how much I want your cock. I
>>> would
>>> >>> >>>> >> kill
>>> >>> >>>> >> anyone that got near it or you at this point. Sometimes your
>>> >>> replies
>>> >>> >>>> >> are quite curt. Even dismissive. I'm probably way too
>>> sensitive
>>> >>> >>>> >> and
>>> >>> >>>> >> need to develop a thick skin but i'm soft and exposed with
>>> you.
>>> >>> >>>> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >> On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >>>> >> > You don't feel love from me?
>>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>> >>> >>>> >> > On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 5:36 PM,
>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >>> >>>> >> >
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> Okay the sex part- fucking hell. Fantastic. But. Need the
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> love.
>>> >>> I
>>> >>> >>>> need
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> it or I can't go near my cunt for you. I need to feel you
>>> in
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> my
>>> >>> >>>> heart.
>>> >>> >>>> >> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> On 11/28/10,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <
>>> >>> >>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> wrote:
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> > Want to hold you in my arms while you suckle me and I
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> > masturbate.
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> > I'll
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> > come in seconds. And again.
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> > On 11/28/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> God, I want to such them for hours.
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 2:57 PM,
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com<
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> I could hardly think to speak coherently in the video.
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> All
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> I
>>> >>> >>>> want
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> to
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> do
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> is
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> get fucked by you. Thats all I can think about. Can't
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> even
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> think
>>> >>> >>>> >> about
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> Islam. Don't give a fuck if we get overrun by the
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> fuckers.
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> Just
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> want
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> your
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> cock every way I can
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 7:52 PM, Barrett Brown
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>> <
barriticus@gmail.com>wrote:
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> Masturbating. Your tits are gigantic. I want to cum
>>> all
>>> >>> over
>>> >>> >>>> them.
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> On Sun, Nov 28, 2010 at 9:54 AM,
>>> >>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> <
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>> I sent muchos tit pics and a tit video and I want
>>> your
>>> >>> >>>> reaction
>>> >>> >>>> >> NOW
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> --
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> Regards,
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> Barrett Brown
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>> 512-560-2302
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> --
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> Regards,
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> Barrett Brown
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >> 512-560-2302
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >> >
>>> >>> >>>> >> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>> >>> >>>> >> > --
>>> >>> >>>> >> > Regards,
>>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>> >>> >>>> >> > Barrett Brown
>>> >>> >>>> >> > 512-560-2302
>>> >>> >>>> >> >
>>> >>> >>>> >>
>>> >>> >>>> >
>>> >>> >>>> >
>>> >>> >>>> >
>>> >>> >>>> > --
>>> >>> >>>> > Regards,
>>> >>> >>>> >
>>> >>> >>>> > Barrett Brown
>>> >>> >>>> > 512-560-2302
>>> >>> >>>> >
>>> >>> >>>>
>>> >>> >>>
>>> >>> >>>
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >> --
>>> >>> >> Regards,
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >> Barrett Brown
>>> >>> >> 512-560-2302
>>> >>> >>
>>> >>> >
>>> >>>
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >>
>>> >> --
>>> >> Regards,
>>> >>
>>> >> Barrett Brown
>>> >> 512-560-2302
>>> >>
>>> >
>>>
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>> Barrett Brown
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> Barrett Brown
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