Subject: Re: I am all alone and may die of aloneness very soon. |
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> |
Date: 11/10/10, 17:35 |
To: "emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com" <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> |
On Wed, Nov 10, 2010 at 5:24 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com <emilieduchatelet8@gmail.com> wrote:
I can't go outside because its raining.
Are you mad with me now? Do you need a *cop* to shout at you to counteract the lovey dovey effect of me which makes you all soulful and deep and fucking GREAT? Because I want to grind on that soulful you.
I have known love, Barrett but I have never felt anything remotely close to this. The message from you which I quoted from reads like you wrote it in my blood on my heart. This is a very adult love. Ironic because one of the first things you said to me was that you were still a boy. You're more mature and thoughtful and raw and deep than most *men* I've known. You're everything I imagined a man could be in my dreams and didn't believe he could ever be real.