| Subject: Re: Bath time Bottoms |
| From: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk" <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> |
| Date: 10/27/10, 19:06 |
You have done nothing else wrong. Perhaps i'm too sensitive about the whole age thing anyway. Your Milf comment made me suddenly see myself as you must see me. When inside I feel very aroused most of the time and not at all mother- like. I suddenly felt ridiculous like I was kidding myself you would ever fall for me. I really have fallen for you and I think i'm just waiting for you to say well emma that was nice but i'm going back to new york and all my old girlfriends now. I'm constantly trying to prepare myself to be hurt. I know thats terribly unfair on you but I don't know how to stop feeling like it's all going to end and it was a lovely beautiful dream.
On Wed, 27 Oct 2010 23:47 BST Barrett Brown wrote:
Is that what you think about me, what you've written at the bottom? Are you
really concerned that your being a mother has any impact whatsoever on any
of this, much less that I don't see you as any thing more than "just as a
mother" I want to fuck? Have I done something else wrong?
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 6:10 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
I'm not sure about what anyone else thinks it means but to me it defines me
purely as a mum and nothing more. When I became a mum it seemed the old me
was subsumed by this new entity. This person who was now a mother. It took
me a little while to regain myself, my identity outside of that role because
of course having a child consumes one in every respect. One feels almost
like one is only alive to keep this little scrap of humanity alive. My body
produced milk for her. I was literally keeping her alive. I loved that. I
loved her. As she grew up and became her own person of course my inner self
asserted itself again and I realised I actually had a lot more I wanted to
do outside of being a mother. Hence I started my human rights work and
suddenly realised my marriage was unfulfilling and had dwindled to routine
and habit. I read your comment and felt diminished somehow. It's not your
fault. I understand why you said it and I understand the culture
surrounding it. I just feel i'm more than that and want to be seen by you
as more than that or not just as a mother you would like to fuck.
On Wed, 27 Oct 2010 22:49 BST Barrett Brown wrote:
I'm sorry, Emma. I didn't mean that as anything less than a compliment.
You
put out there that perhaps I was just being nice by complimenting you and
I
tried to make a joke that I'm not in the habit of funneling any
charitableness towards hot women who certainly don't need it. I don't know
what connotations MILF has to you or anyone else; it just means a woman
who
is still hot after having a kid. Please don't be mad at me and please
don't
feel like I've disrespected you because that wasn't the intent. Sometimes
I
try to say things in a way I think is clever or will be well-received and
it
doesn't work and then something like this happens.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 5:44 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
The part about running a charity for Milfs. It made me feel used and I
already feel too old for you and that comment made me feel stupid and
like a
stereotype that you would joke about with your mates. I just felt
horrible
when I read it.
On Wed, 27 Oct 2010 22:37 BST Barrett Brown wrote:
Emma, I don't know what to tell you but to look over this e-mail
exchange
and see that anything you might have taken as me being angry or
something
must have been misinterpreted. Can you please just point to whatever I
said
that caused this? I have absolutely no reason to be mad at you. I wish
you
would believe me.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 5:34 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
You are and I wish you would just tell me why and get it over with.
You've
never been sharp with me before but you were sharp and not you
tonight.
On Wed, 27 Oct 2010 22:31 BST Barr tt Brown wrote:
I'm seriously not pissed off at all and I don't know how to convince
you!
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 5:29 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
I don't know. But you seem pissed off.
On Wed, 27 Oct 2010 22:26 BST Barrett Brown wrote:
I was asking because I was impressed because I knew you had to be
mid-30s
at
least due to have a 15-year-old. The whole thing was intended as
a
compliment that didn't that didn't quite come off due to
confusion.
I'm
not
cross at all, I'm sitting here eating a tuna sandwich and jotting
down
notes
and going through e-mails. What would have pissed me off?
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 5:21 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
You immediately asked how old I was implying you didn't think a
woman
of
my
years could possibly have a bottom like mine. And now you seem
cross
so
i'm
just going to let you cool off as i'm making it worse and i'm
not
sure
why.
I'm not stupid Barrett I know something has pissed you off.
On Wed, 27 Oct 2010 22:16 BST Barrett Brown wrote:
Why would I think that? I'm at the office, doing a couple
things
at
once.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 5:11 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
Barrett what is wrong? You seem not yourself. Do you not
think
that's
my
bottom?
On Wed, 27 Oct 2010 21:52 BST Barrett Brown wrote:
My masculine charm doesn't quite translate to text.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 4:51 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
also you sounded aggressive, but not in a sexual way, in
an
irritated
way.
--- On *Wed, 27/10/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com
*
wrote:
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Bath time Bottoms
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk" <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Wednesday, 27 October, 2010, 21:47
I know, I was jokingly answering that, no, I'm not being
kind,
I
want
to
fuck your bottom.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 4:46 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk
<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
wrote:
whats wrong? I was only joking with you.
--- On *Wed, 27/10/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
* wrote:
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Bath time Bottoms
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>"
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Wednesday, 27 October, 2010, 21:44
I'd have to be pretty fucking kind to have taken things
this
far
out
of
philanthropic sentiment. I'm not running a charity for
MILFs
here.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 4:37 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk
<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
wrote:
well its gratifying to know you don't think I look my
age.
Or
perhaps
you
were being kind.
--- On *Wed, 27/10/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
* wrote:
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Bath time Bottoms
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>"
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Wednesday, 27 October, 2010, 21:34
I was fucking women in their 30s when I was 19.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 4:33 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk
<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
wrote:
yes Im 37. Now you think Im far too old for you don't
you?
--- On *Wed, 27/10/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
* wrote:
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Bath time Bottoms
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>"
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Wednesday, 27 October, 2010, 21:30
It's hard to tell. Based on looks, 33, 34, but you must
be
older.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 4:29 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk
<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
wrote:
How old do you think I am, then I'll tell you.
--- On *Wed, 27/10/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
* wrote:
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Bath time Bottoms
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>"
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Wednesday, 27 October, 2010, 21:27
Oh my god, they were attached. Oh my god.
Emma, that's absolutely incredible. I love you and to a
lesser
extent
I
am
falling in love with various aspects of your body.
How old are you?
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 4:26 PM, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com
<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
wrote:
I believe you, give 'em here.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 4:25 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk
<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
wrote:
I took some pictures of my bottom for you, when I got
out.
There
are
two
pictures, not two bottoms. Although they look like two
different
bottoms
but
they are both mine.
Also one of them makes me look like I have dwarf legs
when
in
fact
my
legs
are long and thin. Please believe me when I say I have
REALLY
NICE
LEGS.
Not
the short stumpy things that this angle makes them look.
Anyway
,
it
was
very difficult taking pictures from behind. And I think
it
makes
my
bottom
look fat, when it's not.
--- On *Wed, 27/10/10, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
* wrote:
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Bath time
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>"
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Wednesday, 27 October, 2010, 21:17
I hope your bath was everything you'd hoped it to be.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 3:24 PM, Barrett Brown <
barriticus@gmail.com
<
http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>
wrote:
Not at all. It is wonderful to be able to tell someone
everything
rather
than keep some things concealed. This has already been
good
for
me; I
need
to have a real life.
On Wed, Oct 27, 2010 at 3:16 PM,
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk
<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<
http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
wrote:
I'm going in the bath, Barrett.
Jaakko hasn't replied yet with his email address. I
expect
he
will
though.
I am emotional for some bizarre reason. This day has been
momentous
in
that
I realised the full extent of your pull over me. It is
not
just
sexual,
although it is definitely that. It is much more. You make
me
feel
so
full of
love for you. I hope that doesn't repulse you.
--
Regards,
Barrett Brown
512-560-2302
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Barrett Brown
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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302
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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302
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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302
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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302
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Barrett Brown
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Barrett Brown
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