They don't deserve your help then. Fuck them. Fuckers.--- On Mon, 25/10/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Refreshing
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk" <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Monday, 25 October, 2010, 19:25
Sorry, I called you "Ellen" because of Ellen Johnson, who is the only other woman (as opposed to girl) I ever communicate with, and actually looks like you, has a daughter from failed marriage, etc. Although I've sort of been ignoring her and that whole organization as I don't think they are capable of doing anything. Been ignoring the campaign manager and Wynne LeGrow for much the same
reason. Sorry, this really doesn't have to do with anything, I've just been sort of struck by the fact that I'm not going to really be able to help these people because they only take my advice selectively, which is stupid of them insomuch as that they seem to have forgotten why they came to someone like me in the first place, which is because they don't know the difference between effective and ineffective tactics.
On Mon, Oct 25, 2010 at 2:15 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
| Okay firstly my name is Emma, not Ellen....! :) Got that, Barry?
Also you may feel like a boy but you are definitely a man. You are more mature than some men older than you that I know. By that, I mean you think deeply about subjects, you try to change opinion. Many people never do. There may be a man with a wife and 4 children who has never had an original thought. You may think he's a man because he has a child but between the two of you, I would say you were the more actualised in terms of intelligence, which is more important to me than fathering children.
Although yes I agree giving birth is mystical, more, its frankly unbelievable. I could regale you in detail my own experience which was quite lovely even though it really fucking hurt like nothing else Ive ever known.
What you've
written is perfect by the way. I'll tell you one day about an emotionally distant man I knew and you will realise that you are not emotionally distant at all. You're so in touch with yourself and so self aware. Thats maturity even if you don't think it is.
Date: Monday, 25 October, 2010, 18:42Ellen, your daughter is not baggage to me. She is your daughter. I am not at all put off by that; it makes me feel for you more in a way that I can't explain because it is something more real than I am used to. You should understand that however highly you think of me, having a
child is something that is so beyond my level of maturity and development that it makes me respect you, although that is not even a sufficient word. You are a woman whereas I am really still a boy; that I am able to write in a certain way and take on other positions and responsibilities doesn't change that I am still a boy. None of the work I do is really tangible in the way that having a daughter is. Giving birth to a girl and raising her is something real and frankly mystical.
On Mon, Oct 25, 2010 at 1:19 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
| Wow, you haven't run out on me after all. I was about to barricade myself in the bathroom thinking that was the last I'd ever hear from you. I'm pleased beyond measure that you decided to stick around because, although I have what might be termed *baggage*, I am worth the effort. I'm not blowing my own trumpet, just stating facts.
You're so hot and fully masculine (if that makes sense, but it does to me) that I am in real danger of becoming your total slave. Im still really fucking totally freaked out. I am so freaked out I have to keep pinching myself. I love the way you write btw. It's quality is so smooth and flowing. It's a pleasure to read someone so talented. I'm glad your stomach feels better. You must tell me what happens next regarding the suboxone. Are you on maintenance or is this a step in withdrawing? I'm interested, not in
a prurient way, in a caring and loving way. Btw I do love you, Barrett. I can feel it right now as I write this. --- On Mon, 25/10/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Refreshing
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk" <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Monday, 25 October, 2010, 17:38Very well. Today's big task is to finish collecting all of the info I have on my soon-to-be-ex-publisher so that the lawyer I'm using can quickly get him a letter explaining that he is in breach of the informal contact and I have withdrawn my manuscript. Then I have to get a two-page proposal to the agent that Barry Eisler hooked me up with last week and who already read the first chapter. Everything else is typically
put-offable, like most everything I do. Luckily my stomach is back to normal as of last night (people who haven't gone through the opiate rollercoaster have no idea how triumphant it is to feel completely normal) and I've been able to take my Suboxone again and drink coffee, so I'm ready to get this finished up.
On Mon, Oct 25, 2010 at 11:51 AM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
| I just refreshed my blog page and your picture was next to mine on the *Like* button. Thats what I call a sign.
Also while we're on this train, I must tell you that as well as training in human right law, I can throw pots on a wheel, blow glass into nice shapes and I'm a pretty good artist but nobody else thinks so. Don't know why I'm telling you this. I think I just want to talk to you or feel close somehow.
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-- Regards, Barrett Brown 512-560-2302
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-- Regards, Barrett Brown 512-560-2302
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-- Regards, Barrett Brown 512-560-2302
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