Oh god i'm sorry. See you just have to ask and I give in. I can't say no to you. I've been analysing it and I think i'm trying to protect myself. I know I am in deep and I think i'm trying to pretend I don't care. The best way to do that is to be adversarial. I know I just need to accept that you probably like me very much. But I have great difficulty accepting affection and love or admiration because I've been hurt and it's awful. Also you're pretty amazing and I still can't believe it. Seriously. I can't believe this is happening. I never get this lucky.

On Sun, 24 Oct 2010 22:29 BST Barrett Brown wrote:

You don't have to send me anything that's going to make you feel
uncomfortable. I only want it if it's something you want to give me. Please
don't feel adversarial to me, Emma.

On Sun, Oct 24, 2010 at 5:27 PM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel defensive. What did I do?


On Sun, Oct 24, 2010 at 5:24 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:

I thought i'd replied to this but I must have done so in mind only. Being
naked on video I do not know if I could do that. It's one thing to be naked
in your presence. I am able to get immediate feedback and gratification.
Video. Well. I will do my best. But if I don't like it i'm not sending it.
You'll have to wait for the real thing. I feel adversarial toward you
tonight. You know how I said that you put me on the defensive and I react
accordingly. Well I have regressed to that state once again. I don't know
why. So if I seem like a cunt I apologise. I don't know whats wrong with me.

On Sun, 24 Oct 2010 20:54 BST Barrett Brown wrote:

Yes.

On Sun, Oct 24, 2010 at 3:53 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <
emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:

I suspect, although I could be wrong, that you want a reciprocal video

from

me now?


--- On *Sun, 24/10/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>* wrote:


From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: Video of you saying Emma
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk" <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Sunday, 24 October, 2010, 20:35


I'll make more. Wait till you see it hard. When I fuck you, I'm going

to

grab it by the base and rub it against the walls of your cunt in a

circle as

hard as I can.

On Sun, Oct 24, 2010 at 3:33 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<

http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>

<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<

http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>

wrote:

fucking hell, I was just eating a sandwich and I spat it out when you

took

your cock out. NO way, no fucking way I thought and then I got in about

2

inches from the screen and said oh my fucking good god lets see it all.

Then

I played it another twice. Now Im dead. I died from lust and pure love,

my

heart exploded.

I want more. Send me more of you doing whatever you like. Btw if you

didnt

know it, you are so handsome it breaks my heart and your voice is so

sexy I

could faint just from listening to it. I am not kidding.

--- On *Sun, 24/10/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com<

http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>

* wrote:

From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com<

http://mc/compose?to=barriticus@gmail.com>

Subject: Re: Video of you saying Emma
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<

http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>"

<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<

http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>

Date: Sunday, 24 October, 2010, 20:11




On Sun, Oct 24, 2010 at 3:05 PM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<

http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>

<emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk<

http://mc/compose?to=emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>

wrote:

did you make one? x btw stop holding out on me. If you become

emotionally

distant I will NOT come to you. I mean it.




--
Regards,

Barrett Brown
512-560-2302





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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302

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Barrett Brown
512-560-2302