| I have to tell you I'm absolutely blown away by this, today, you, all of it. My mind is buzzing - did you give me meth via that last email? I think you did because I just wrote this like I couldn't stop it from coming out of me. I don't think its quite suitable for my blog but I think that you will like it. I hope you will.
I'm smiling now. I imagine you are good at this. I imagine you know how to please me, your tongue and fingers fighting for dominance on my swollen wet flesh. I open my legs wider, seeking to push you further against me, grinding, moaning, holding your head. Your moans make the beat of my heart quicken, I'm feeling the intense longing for your
hard cock, I'm dissolving on your tongue. You sense my urgency, you rise, your face wet, you move up my body, playing again on my nipples, sucking hard, hurting but I like it, I want to feel your mark on me, one hand still knuckle deep thrusting into me. I want to take it all. I reach for you, you are rock hard, I rub with my thumb, I want to suck on you. But I want to feel you fucking me more. I can't wait. I scramble to the top of the bed. hands flat on the wall as you get behind me, spreading my legs revealing my cunt. I feel your mouth on me again and I push back onto you. I feel your hands parting my labia, the cold air tingles, your tongue licking my exposed stretched hole. I cry out, begging you to fuck me, you lift up, I feel you move in and your cock teases my cunt, you can't wait any longer, thrust into me hard. I take you in deep, deep,
you groan, you hold my hips, you fuck me slowly both of us whimpering with the sheer intensity of pleasure of hard cock in hot cunt. Yes, i can't help crying out, I have waited for this for so long. You build up momentum, your hands reaching around me for my breasts. You fuck me hard now. I beg you not to stop. I feel it building, you feel at once harder, bigger, throbbing pulsing inside me, and I absolutely love this, I don't want it to stop. My climax grips you in short deep spasms. You give me your load, crying out, hot jets flooding me, dripping onto the bed. We fall into a heap, legs entangled. We lie together, close, cuddling, your hands on my waist, stroking my stomach, cupping my breasts, filling to overflowing your hands. We sleep.
Date: Friday, 22 October, 2010, 16:32Okay, the face/nude thing is a reasonable precaution so you win that round.
This is me being as mature as I can be. There is nothing at all that would make me happier right now than to jack off thinking about a beautiful intelligent English woman who is older than me and who would be inclined to let me see her naked. Now, I need to know what my options are; I was going to do a last resort here and combine your first note in which you give
up on me making the first move and just start listing various body parts, plus this bra shot because of course I want to spend some great amount of time contemplating the act of tit fucking you. Actually a couple of these e-mails will do. I'm not used to making decisions until I've had coffee and opiates and cigarettes but on the other hand I'm just not getting out of bed today because I'm declaring this National I Am Going To Jack Off To Everything About You All Fucking Day Long Day. In fact, I'm just going to do that right now, and if you'd be inclined to, say, masturbate and angle a camera such that you could not be identified and then send that to me at your convenience, then I'm pretty sure I could manage to get another erection in about five or six minutes.
In summary, you are entirely in charge of this entire transatlantic first blush of romance. I'm just here to do whatever it is that will get as much as your sexuality into my mind. I am absolutely 100 percent enraged at nature and the universe and all of human history that I am not in some overpriced London flat hitting you from behind like the fist of an angry god right at this very fucking instant.
On Fri, Oct 22, 2010 at 10:55 AM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
| ok well the reason my face is not on show in the semi nude one is because I dont want semi nude photos of me on the internet (not that I think you would share them with anyone, but say I accidentally ran over your cat, or bit your cock by mistake then you might become vengeful) Also I do not think I am attractive. There, I said it. Im not being coy. Im a little nonplussed at the reaction to the two serial killer photos I posted. I secretly think people are just being kind to the ugly girl. Also yes I am older than you and since you look about 15 I am going to look like your Grandma. Maybe you can hide me in the basement.
Here are two photos of me showing my whole face. The first one I look very grumpy (I'm beginning to think I am permanently grumpy as all my photos are like this) and have an obviously fat ugly moon face and my hair is a
disgusting mess. The second one I am more in shadow and therefore since you cant see me in glaring light I feel somewhat better about that one.
You are free to cull me for a Californian 19 year old at any time. I really can't compete.
Date: Friday, 22 October, 2010, 15:25Also, stop hiding your eyes in these. I know you're older than me and I fucking love that. Please, Emma, send me another pic when you get a chance, and give me your face.
On Fri, Oct 22, 2010 at
9:33 AM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
I'm sorry, but I would dry hump the fuck out of you for hours while listening to you say whatever you felt like saying. That just breaks my heart in advance.
On Fri, Oct 22, 2010 at 9:12 AM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
there are many issues this email raises which I'd love to discuss with you and thank you for all the things you said. You're really such a total sweetheart. I will reply in detail later and look at the pdf, but I just made you this short video to say hello so you can see Im not a bloke or weigh 500 pounds. Sorry about the lighting. I'll make a better one where you can see more of me and send it to you. In the meantime I can also talk!
--- On Fri, 22/10/10, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
From: Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: I have to go out now and look for a job
To: "emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk" <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk>
Date: Friday, 22 October, 2010,
13:46And here's the PDF; it's a rough early version that's since been fixed, ignore all the fuck ups.
On Fri, Oct 22, 2010 at 8:22 AM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
Also, thanks for giving me something nice to think about.
On Fri, Oct 22, 2010 at 8:19 AM, Barrett Brown <barriticus@gmail.com> wrote:
You're adorable and you probably call things by stupid names like lifts and fun fairs.
I'm sorry that the work you were doing put you face to face with women who had suffered due to the emotional weakness of Muslim men. I read your blog post the other day about the woman who suddenly realized that she was free, which is one of those things that is sad because it is actually only a moment of happiness relative to a far great period of pain that should never have occurred... whereas it would seem that in a better world one could just find the right combination of words to rationally convince men to do things or to refrain from them, and barring that, to just give in and pretend for a moment that one could somehow just kill the people responsible, which tends to be unrealistic.
I hope you don't spend any more time than you have to putting yourself into the situations of others. I understand why you have to do it to remind yourself that something has to be done, if only by forcing those people who are luckier than we are in not having that terrible sense of empathy to join us in opposing it. We'll talk about it at some point when I know you better, whereas I could just be projecting and talking nonsense as it is. At any rate, it is the first thing that I noticed, that you at least seem to be dealing with more pain than you should have to. It's absolutely unfair that certain people should have to spend their lives absorbing these things that others will not take responsibility for, but it's unfair to yourself to pursue these things in anything less than a manner that is most rational, that has the best plan of accomplishing what needs to be accomplished. The only thing I can promise you is that to the extent
that you want to change that which needs changing, and to not only see results but to be able to know with certainty that these changes will not just continue but accelerate and eventually overwhelm a great portion of the people and institutions have so far managed to cause others the pain that we in turn end up feeling, you will have the chance to do so for as long as you'd like, no matter what.
On Fri, Oct 22, 2010 at 7:01 AM, emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk <emilieduchatelet8@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
| or at least make a start. Just so you know Im not ignoring your emails. (if you send me any) (which you fucking better had) fucking had better. had better fucking ? Fuck none of those look right.
I think I have developed Tourettes since meeting you. Or maybe I just like saying fuck a lot to you. |
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