me: you there? me: I've tried really hard to live a healthy life me: and I can't me: all I want is to be back on heroin me: I've accomplished a lot and am about to do a lot more me: but it doesn't make me happy at all me: I really thought that I wanted to be famous but I don't me: I just want to take opiates for a while and write a few things and then die me: but I don't want you to die me: so don't ever pull a suicide attempt again or I'll abduct you