Catalina: you still up? me: yep me: took a nap Catalina: good Catalina: is your boyfriend still there? me: I'm afraid not me: he left me Catalina: youre afraid? me: it took him several tries to leave Catalina: dont be Catalina: youll be alright me: his tummy hurt him Catalina: is he really not there? me: yeah, why would he be? Catalina: i dont know Catalina: anyway good me: I don't host middle aged men slumber parties Catalina: i cant stand him Catalina: fucking drama queen weakling Catalina: haha Catalina: thats not what carl said me: yeah, to some extent me: CARL IS LYING Catalina: carl? Catalina: lie? me: LYING WHORE Catalina: NEVER!!!! Catalina: me? Catalina: i dont think you can really call me a whore Catalina: maybe me: not you me: Carl Catalina: oh yes me: you don't even put out anymore me: so, this is endlessly interesting me: http://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/ me: By October, I fell into a deep depression that lasted until December when I returned home and I began to feel better. This depression led me to heavily smoke marijuana, neglecting school and giving poor marks in my first semester. Once I came back during second semester, I began the same routine over again and fell into the same destructive habits. Catalina: ok Catalina: what are you talking anout? Catalina: about? Catalina: must i watch the video? me: no, no me: that link me: is to a bunch of posts by people who are perpetually considering suicide Catalina: ok me: some of them are very darkly amusing Catalina: whats that link about me: that's the link me: or just stupid Catalina: i hate it when people tak to people about considering suicide Catalina: just do it pussy me: I know me: and it's all here in one place me: a whole bunch of people like that, all talking to each other Catalina: ugh Catalina: attention seekers Catalina: i hate those Catalina: the lauren darcys me: lol darcy me: oh, shit me: http://www.reddit.com/r/needafriend