well, for the record, you even dumped yourself. to me this is a demonstration of your inability to share "control" of any situation, or to cooperate with another similar person without feeling inferior (as expressed by your consistently defensive tone). now you are allowing yourself to feel sorry for yourself. I think you lack the humility that you need to see yourself for who you are (the you that I'm attracted to), and that you are entirely too concerned with turning the world around you into something that you think reflects who you fantasize about being with unrealistic consequences. I would still like to talk in person, but you are being a coward, and I will try to understand (yet again). I'm always here for you.